every line of words
you shared with me.
thrilled
but
eventually disappointed.
shallow promises,
left waiting in a room full of people.
happy faces
unaware of what i was anticipating.
it was a dull fun
pretending i was enjoying the night.
when really,
i wish you were there to accompany me.
drunk texts
occupied with excuses and a false amusement
left wondering why i subject myself to this,
i leave your empty response unanswered
hoping you might notice.
in reality, i am just screaming inside.
May 18, 2017
May 18, 2017 at 1:56 AM UTC
every line of words
you shared with me.
thrilled
but
eventually disappointed.
shallow promises,
left waiting in a room full of people.
happy faces
unaware of what i was anticipating.
it was a dull fun
pretending i was enjoying the night.
when really,
i wish you were there to accompany me.
drunk texts
occupied with excuses and a false amusement
left wondering why i subject myself to this,
i leave your empty response unanswered
hoping you might notice.
in reality, i am just screaming inside.