My lonesome journey began since conception
Which I lived long in the dark cave fighting
To survive against all the odds coming my way,
The self-medication or self loathing to abort
The unwanted child conceived out of lust
Or maybe love, which I know neither
Yet, miraculously, my days weren't outnumbered
Thus, I beat the odds and came to
This world screaming to
A journey of loneliness.
Alone I fought to breathe, but one day,
Not anytime soon,
Alone I shall return home.
**When darkness unfolds
on that last day
I shall stand tall and sing...**
*
With all the wills I fought, my race is finished
Lost most of it when the days perished
For the lesser values, I may complain
But for whatever it worth, I did it alone
When the waves of the sea, rippled in strife
Like my broken heart that danced with grief
Tragedy or mourning, for the tolls taken
If I had sinned, I truly had sinned all alone
For now, I found not the light I deem
From this empty tomb of standing beam
Therefore, having none to power my own
So as I came I shall go alone
But at the end, I should be fine
Though I walked alone
Sleeping won't only be mine
For the weary tears shed
And the journeys forsaken
Darkness must fall
But when that day arrives and
The world goes blank and gone,
I know for sure I won't dormant alone
*
8-29-2017
@jobiranyc
Aug 29, 2017
Aug 29, 2017 at 5:36 AM UTC
My lonesome journey began since conception
Which I lived long in the dark cave fighting
To survive against all the odds coming my way,
The self-medication or self loathing to abort
The unwanted child conceived out of lust
Or maybe love, which I know neither
Yet, miraculously, my days weren't outnumbered
Thus, I beat the odds and came to
This world screaming to
A journey of loneliness.
Alone I fought to breathe, but one day,
Not anytime soon,
Alone I shall return home.
**When darkness unfolds
on that last day
I shall stand tall and sing...**
*
With all the wills I fought, my race is finished
Lost most of it when the days perished
For the lesser values, I may complain
But for whatever it worth, I did it alone
When the waves of the sea, rippled in strife
Like my broken heart that danced with grief
Tragedy or mourning, for the tolls taken
If I had sinned, I truly had sinned all alone
For now, I found not the light I deem
From this empty tomb of standing beam
Therefore, having none to power my own
So as I came I shall go alone
But at the end, I should be fine
Though I walked alone
Sleeping won't only be mine
For the weary tears shed
And the journeys forsaken
Darkness must fall
But when that day arrives and
The world goes blank and gone,
I know for sure I won't dormant alone
*
8-29-2017
@jobiranyc
I have tried to pour my heart and mind to this for quite awhile but just couldn't come up with anything better than this as if both are frozen or lost interest on this matter or subject.
I don't feel good about the finished poem but hope you like it, or it touches someone's heart.
My true life story.
