#jobira
The language of art
speaks to me vividly
with the streaks of
kaleidoscopic images
and the vibrant
rainbow colors dancing
on and between
the thin grey lines
where even the hidden
brushed strokes make up
the glades of beauty
so mesmerizing
to the eyes to devour
like a cup of sweet honey tea.
Jobiranyc 8-23-2020
Aug 25, 2020
Aug 25, 2020 at 5:40 AM UTC
We dance in unison
gazing at the sunset
that’s slowly bending
in the horizon
while heaving in
the euphoric
ocean breeze air
and watching her
finally descending
to her tranquil, resting night.
My soul thrusts
into complete absolution
following the echoes
of her footsteps
as she mermaids
from the cool water
onto the wet sand
and then
with her glistening eyes
inviting me
into her open arms
so I can slowly die
between the warm
blankets of those
tender and caring hands
and remain lost & tethered
until the last day
I could take
my sweet breath
in blissful serenity.
Jobiranyc 5-27-20
May 27, 2020
May 27, 2020 at 7:20 PM UTC
Yo*u locked your shanks around my waist
As I held you closer to my chest
I was lost between your thighs
Tasting the lava of your sweet crust
Driven by an everlasting fervor
And the motion waves of your hips
I was taken into a dreamland
By the saccharine drops from your lips
My head immured between your legs
Breathless from the hot temperature
I devoured every inch of your body
As you moaned in pleasure
Swirling around your hardened *******
My tongue was caught on a hot-fire
Your soft hands made of magic
Levitated my desire
We kept the boat rocking
To not deviate from our course
So you jumped & sat on the top
To ride on my rodeo horse—
Then you held me down in the bed
Making me comply by force
To finish off your vehement ecstasy
By the signature of our final divorce.
*
Jobiranyc (5/27/2020)
An old Repost
May 27, 2020
May 27, 2020 at 5:08 AM UTC
Dear Scared Self,
After the long self-isolation and absence from the world being confined with your own insanity, you never thought this day would come, but it did.
I know it was a hard and horrible time for everyone, when a few short weeks turned into months. It took a toll on you and the entire world. But amidst all the chaos and sudden changes that turned your life upside down, you never gave up hope, which you should really be proud of yourself.
You’re a survival and a warrior!
Today, the avalanche ice of fear has melted, and you’re in the clear, standing on top of the mountain.
Now, take a deep breath and inhale the fresh air. Let your spirit glide like wings in the sky, because life is precious as you had seen it. You had witnessed how many lives were vanished in a blink of an eye, how many people cried rivers of tears for the lost souls. You also saw and understood how fragile life can be. Therefore, moving forward, you should enjoy every simple moment you have.
Avoid self-doubts, yet be fearless, and stop debating over unnecessary things anymore. But instead, be adventurous, and embrace everything else that makes you happy.
You’ll never know what tomorrow holds or brings at your doorstep, so enjoy today as much as life allows you to be.
Jobiranyc 5-10-2020
May 10, 2020
May 10, 2020 at 10:23 PM UTC
There once lived an orphan rich man
In a golden palace built of gold
While an old & wrinkly man slept
Outside in the brisk & shivering cold
Each day they passed each other by
To chase the warmth of life
The young returned to his family at night
But the other had no house, a child or a wife
One day the young man asked the old
Why the tired man became so unfortunate
Then replied the wrinkly, lonely old man
He was quite happy with his destiny & fate
So he invited the old man to his home
To the warm, golden palace on the hill
And then he gave him a room to sleep in
And promised and made him a new deal
The young man offered the wrinkled man
To stay and have whatever he desired
So the old man cried tears of joy
And told the orphan child, “I’m you’re father!”
Time aged and flew them by unnoticed
As they both watched seasons slowly depart
The young man learned a special lesson
And what was stored in the old man’s heart
Jobiranyc 5-2-20
May 2, 2020
May 2, 2020 at 8:37 AM UTC
This anxiety is real.
It speaks to me
with a language of such intense
and agonizing seduction
I can comprehend
because I’m quite familiar with it.
Pain has never been new to me!
At night times,
it slowly crawls under
this scarred skin of mine
and deep inside the pits of
where the nightmares dance free
as I toss and turn sleeplessly
on my empty bed alone.
The night times are when
the darkness smirks and smiles gingerly
to show me its other side
without revealing its face.
But I need not see its rainbow colors
for I quite know exactly
what utter desolation looks like
even in broad daylight.
Jobiranyc 4-29-20
Apr 29, 2020
Apr 29, 2020 at 7:25 PM UTC
She asked me in such lassitude,
“Do you really love me?”
I was shocked with
the absurdity
of that sudden pestering
for I had no response
but bewilderment,
looking at her fury eyes
in disdain, puzzled
for after a
century of entanglement
we had gone through
in fervor ardor
in the bad, ugly and worst times
together, just the two of us
on the wide green expanse,
where did the question coming from?
I thought we were soulmates,
forever inseparable!
After wiping away
my volcanic teardrops,
I told her,
*I have a heart that beats
faster than a drum
every time I think about you.
So, could that be
a real love or something else my dear?*”
She looked into my dejected eyes
with such contempt and bitterness
and a smirking gaze,
then just walked away
without a single word
coming out of her mouth.
*That was the last time
I felt my heartbeat.*
Jobiranyc 4-27-20
Apr 28, 2020
Apr 28, 2020 at 8:25 AM UTC
When the sun descends
in the horizon
kissing the moon & the stars
goodnight,
the utter darkness
quietly crawls in
and takes over me,
caging me deep within
with terror and fear.
So, afraid of the silent night,
I quietly sleep alone
under the warm bed
with two eyes wide opened
in the desolated darkness,
staring at the pitch black hole
as fear tears
my flesh and soul apart
with claws sharpened
sharper than blades.
Jobiranyc 2-23-20
Feb 23, 2020
Feb 23, 2020 at 8:01 AM UTC
Her majestic throne
protected by her furry
blade-eyes
her powers, far reaching
the oasis of galaxies & skies
as her emerald beauty
is gloriously outshone
she’s aflame
the goddess of seduction
magnificently
magnetic
simply known as
the Nubian Queen.
Jobiranyc 2-22-20
Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 2:52 PM UTC
By now I should get it
that I am just chasing a ghost
Your silence is painfully
a sharp dart to my heart
My mind is made up
and wants to move on
But my heart fears that
you won’t be around, if I am gone
What shall I do or say
to that silly old song
But I regret not for a second
loving is never wrong
I felt you in my veins
beyond my redemption
Maybe one day you will feel it
when you fall deep down without an exception
JobiraNYC 6-17-19
Jun 17, 2019
Jun 17, 2019 at 11:00 PM UTC
If I am as half strong as you,
I would’ve moved on by now—
but the reality remains the same
that I don’t have the slightest clue how?
Your flame still burns inside of me,
the dangerous fire igniting and,
crushing my bones like sea-wave—
and a man can kneel to a woman
giving his full heart,
when he no longer plays it save.
But your heart mercilessly went cold
dimming out all the lights—
with the flare of your smiles
that shined and ignited.
I’ll burn my lonely heart like candles
for the memories we’ve shared—
You should try to do the same
if you’d really ever cared.
Let’s shine lights up on our hearts,
ending the lingering, inflicted sorrow,
because it does no good to either of us
to regret tomorrow.
Jobiranyc (5-29-19)
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 3:00 AM UTC
Sometimes, the only option
you have on the table is,
walking away, with the remaining
pieces of your shattered heart.
Jobiranyc (3-2-19)
Mar 2, 2019
Mar 2, 2019 at 2:27 PM UTC
Dear You,
I know this letter will never gets officially delivered to your doorstep, before your warm heart and feet leave your home.
The content inside the crisp white sealed envelope, which was carefully crafted and folded may not hold anything newer or surprising. But rather, another foolishness plea, just like all my previously rendered letters to you that entailed my deepest, and true affirmation of how much I’m still in love with you.
I’ve told myself many times to move on and pretend that nothing has ever happened between us. I wish I could force my heart to turn from fire to ice in a blink of an eye, because every time your name rings in my ears, my heart rate always becomes abnormal. Maybe, this ***** of mine is still numb enough to handle some more of those bruises and scars of yours.
As I contemplate with what my future might hold, I yet came to realize that we’re not warranted obtaining everything our hearts desire.
I guess that’s how life goes, and only time shall tell someday!
Yours Truly,
J
Jobiranyc (2-2-19)
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 11:21 AM UTC
Like creatures that lurk at night
I am a night owl
an insomniac beast
who the night kept as a fowl,
masked and covered with a cowl.
Like a prey of wolves that howl
I’m foisted by the hunger
that lingers cavernous within,
which’s making me growl.
I need to nourish my veins
to keep them calm and sane
if I’m lost far too deep in the solitude,
I might go insane.
An avalanche of dreams, endless thoughts
ascending like snowflakes
they’re slaying this sleepless mind
disrupting its serenity, without any breaks.
Jobiranyc (2-1-19)
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 9:48 AM UTC
I am in a pit of darkness,
and fighting firmly to crawl out.
I see a glimpse of happiness,
when my foggy mind
is clear of any doubt.
Then, I feel the light within me glisten & shine,
and for a moment, I am all fine.
For a moment, I can softly breathe,
and feel my chest become bravely light.
I can sense and smell life’s delight.
I yearn this feeling thus to last,
this intense desire,
so my lips can feel the kiss of fire.
When this elation,
this invigorating bliss
however, takes a flight,
I am fully back to the deepest chasm again,
to dance with the same lonesome pain,
slithering back to the dark light,
where there begins,
another dreadful night.
Jobiranyc (1-31-19)
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 10:47 AM UTC
I s*ee a new horizon
from the mountain top
I am going to reach for it
I am not going to stop.
Along this long-journey—
I could lose many friends,
who took my hands,
stole my heart;
yet they never were there;
so today, they will fall of the wagon—
when the road bends.
The future looks brighter
I see it clearly now.
when I can release
the tensions boiled inside of me
that’s holding me down to bow.
Here I come my future
I’m wholly reborn, it’s going to be a fresh start.
I’m leaving the burdens behind
for I am so exhausted of being torn apart*
Jobiranyc (12/31/2018)
Dec 31, 2018
Dec 31, 2018 at 6:44 AM UTC
S*elect (her)
From [billions]
Where [our chemistry collides]
And [hearts dance to the same beat]
Order By her, me*
Jobiranyc (12/22/2018)
Dec 22, 2018
Dec 22, 2018 at 10:10 PM UTC
Th*ank you, for visiting my home.
Unfortunately, I sincerely Must apologize
for being inhospitable.
What used to be
such a sweet golden palace
this home of mine,
full of love and vibrant colors
is now filled with
coldness and emptiness,
since miss muse left
shutting and locking
the doors and windows,
throwing away
the one master-key
to the heavenly gates,
and letting this aching
heart stranded
in the bleak darkness.
Please, come again, soon
in hopes that,
she comes back, riding the sun.*
Jobiranyc (12/13/2018)
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 2:19 AM UTC