the emotion i'm most intuned with is (sadness disguised as) anger.
i'm angry (sad) that I am the way I am.
i'm angry (sad) that people can't fix me.
i'm angry (sad) that I keep being misunderstood by the people I thought knew me the best.
my stitches keep bursting open.
from beneath a red valley rushes towards the surface.
making eye contact with my reflection -
I am not looking at me.
i'm angry (sad) I can't feel the love others ****** towards me.
It doesn't feel real.
Disingenuous at best.
i'm angry (sad) everyone has their distraction except for me.
i'm angry (sad) that my motivation is being weaned by anxiety.
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 9:04 AM UTC
the emotion i'm most intuned with is (sadness disguised as) anger.
i'm angry (sad) that I am the way I am.
i'm angry (sad) that people can't fix me.
i'm angry (sad) that I keep being misunderstood by the people I thought knew me the best.
my stitches keep bursting open.
from beneath a red valley rushes towards the surface.
making eye contact with my reflection -
I am not looking at me.
i'm angry (sad) I can't feel the love others ****** towards me.
It doesn't feel real.
Disingenuous at best.
i'm angry (sad) everyone has their distraction except for me.
i'm angry (sad) that my motivation is being weaned by anxiety.
