im a sexed up
cumwhore
after a drag on
your **** pistol.
im as quiet as a
mouse in my
shiny, black school shoes.
im a baddie
and im thinking
of your head
grazing against my teeth instead
of this (decadent)
cherry –
now you know why im drooling.
im a gracious
guest and the
hostess with the
most-est, covering
my mouth when
I laugh too hard,
mixing a cocktail
that’ll put hair
on any man’s chest
Jul 18, 2017
Jul 18, 2017 at 4:03 AM UTC
I’m looking at your mouth
you’re looking at me,
my fingers curled around the blunt your plug has graded as a “pearl”
we’re passing notes with her eyes and
you’re playing it cool, that is until your eyebrows give you away – springing up towards your skull.
I find an excuse to say ****
so you’re thinking of mine as I push wet fruit between my lips, still hot from the smoldering
I sense the very moment everyone else in the room catches onto our game.
lowering my gaze as a hit goes straight to my face
the smoke clears
my fingers linger
dangling the roach over your water glass
I let it fall
Ash hisses as if to whisper
“it’sss cassshh.”
Jul 18, 2017
Jul 18, 2017 at 4:01 AM UTC
I’m sorry I didn’t tell you
I missed the feeling of your **** between
my lips
and your ***
when it drips
down my chest
and my thighs, pressed tight
are still slippery on the inside.
I’m an eel moving
with the pull of your current.
I’m a siren
singing full volume in the desert.
I want your elixir
your kingdom ***
in the bedroom,
but you’re not dreaming.
Late night snacking
on this *****
you’ve got a craving
and my hips
won’t quit
until you’re shaking
reeling
from the thrill of it.
Daddy goes down,
but his last call doesn’t come til’ sun up.
Shape me and mold me
every color of
your ****** deviancy.
I’m not a cure,
but I’m fixing
to explore the furthest reaches of your boundaries
of this bed
of your – flexed fingertips.
I’ll wake you with my mouth
if you put me to bed with yours.
I’m pleased to please you,
sweet release in these sheets,
tangled up inside me.
Your aftershocks got me shook.
To the boy with the eyes,
the color of the sea –
I fell into more than your bed.
May 18, 2017
May 18, 2017 at 2:56 PM UTC
I am worth your last stick of gum
Your undivided attention
The window seat
A fleeting moment of embarrassment.
I am worth at least 75% of all the tea in China
The risk
Your Saturday nights turned Sunday mornings.
I am worth a long drive with no a/c just for the company.
Pretending it's your fault
Having my honor defended
Being noticed by senpai
Extra cheese on a pizza.
May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 5:19 PM UTC
Forgetting easy
It's remembering that's hard.
It's retracing steps
With all 5 senses.
The way he moaned when you kissed his neck.
The way she tasted first thing in the morning.
The nimble way your limbs fold together like lawn chairs.
I'm never leaving this bed.
May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 4:04 PM UTC
You knew how i got all my scars
Except the one i got when you left
Apr 22, 2017
Apr 22, 2017 at 1:03 PM UTC
the boys that try and save me
don't know the damage my daddy did
the boys that love me
don't know how foreign that love is
the boys that know me
don't know everything
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 12:57 PM UTC
I'm a destructive mass of passions
and I will never fall in love the same way twice.
the first two were easy
but the third was my vice.
he left me
while he loved me
and I swore I left my body.
the ocean never seemed so vast.
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 12:49 PM UTC
for a moment I touched the face
of something worthy of every ounce
of love I could muster.
but the tides change
and I never learned how to swim.
Apr 21, 2017
Apr 21, 2017 at 12:45 PM UTC
I talk white they say
Dress white
Act white they say
That's why all the black boys want me
Why the white boys wanna try and **** me
Even though colored girls aren't they're cup of tea
My light skin is a kink
The way i enunciate makes me a fetish
The last black women my daddy shared a bed with was my mother
So why my daddy gotta ask about the companions of my slumber.
I act white they say but ask me
Is my *** phat?
Do i twerk.
I dress white
But they think it's okay to ask me
If they can touch my hair
A white boy once said it reminded him im a ****** even though my skin is fair.
How many white boys gotta stick they're fingers in my roots
To find the truth.
When you say I act white
What you mean is I'm not a stereotype.
You're pretty for a black girl
Talk good
For a black girl
Snap snap hey hey girl
Let me slide in
Thick thighs girl.
You're mixed right?
No way a sister could sound
So bright.
Tell me about your origins miss thang.
Let me put them other boys to shame,
I can buy you top shelf,
Get your rent paid
Better than the boy you wifed up to.
Lil shawty you should smile more,
It's a compliment ****
Stuck up *****
Do i act too white
Cause I'll never start a fight
Is it white to get a degree
And make my own money.
Touch my hair if you forgot
White is not synonymous with superior
Cause amanda does squats to get an *** like ruwanda.
Remember i got a college dregree
Before you say some ignorant **** to me
Act White?
How dare you
Assume my character
Is defined by a color.
Mar 17, 2017
Mar 17, 2017 at 10:52 AM UTC