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Jealousy Is hell Because I do not enjoy Myself, And well I enjoy all of you- You With your smooth moves Perky and peachy attitudes Teach me To be as sweet As you- Beautiful Can be cruel Not like it is on tv, Or beside me Everyone shining, Smiling, While my smile feels Like hiding Under this wax mask A painted canvus Of pale and black Don't look at me I'm a heartattack A bad act- Broken glass Of a painted doll I am a leo lioness Right? Righteous- Your hieness Sparkles on my eyelids But you see I have enough pride To hide it- Its priceless, Really hillarious Sometimes I feel Like a bad ***** But I'm none of this I am the pray, The gazelle in the grass But I am also the lion Waiting to attack myself Because you see, Jealousy Is hell, I am the lion I am the gazelle I am heaven and hell In a vessle of myself See what you will, Your critiques are nothing My only enemy is me My only savior is me I am a lion But I am also A sheep Don't look at me Sometimes I cry in the mirror Blink my mascara tears, Blurry mess- Can't fit in my old dresses Tearing apart at the seams, Literally Filthy Famish Crawled out of my skin And made some bad habits Declining wealth Declining health Laughing as the scales tip- After all I am a person, Not permanent Why should I care Oh, But I do I do when I look at you You with your talented hands With your spider lashes And good moods Teach me to feel As good As you My lipstick smears and screams As the paintings on my face mock me So will my body, My body thats bruised And missused Perfume to cover the ***** They'll see my cherry lips move But they won't hear me talking Its perfect, The mask of confidence My incompetence Is a perfect fit No, really Its lovely When I wear it, People love me! Because people think I love myself No Jealousy Is hell, Beacuse I do not Love myself I love everybody else, Even the ones who Say I am full of it, Selfish leo, Selfish lion Exaggerated ego- Winking eyelids Sparkle, Wings to my forehead- I flaunt What I don't want, Because you want me to You want me To love me Like you do All of you I remember the words From my mother, Jealousy Is not a pretty color- Its crimson red, Exposed Like blood, I've had to sew it up No- Don't look here Not at my guts, Look at my eyelids Are these not enough?!?! These cherry lips Tell you to sush Less of a lioness, More of a cub I know I am my own predator My own pray I am All of the above
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Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 3:38 PM UTC
Lioness
Jealousy Is hell Because I do not enjoy Myself, And well I enjoy all of you- You With your smooth moves Perky and peachy attitudes Teach me To be as sweet As you- Beautiful Can be cruel Not like it is on tv, Or beside me Everyone shining, Smiling, While my smile feels Like hiding Under this wax mask A painted canvus Of pale and black Don't look at me I'm a heartattack A bad act- Broken glass Of a painted doll I am a leo lioness Right? Righteous- Your hieness Sparkles on my eyelids But you see I have enough pride To hide it- Its priceless, Really hillarious Sometimes I feel Like a bad ***** But I'm none of this I am the pray, The gazelle in the grass But I am also the lion Waiting to attack myself Because you see, Jealousy Is hell, I am the lion I am the gazelle I am heaven and hell In a vessle of myself See what you will, Your critiques are nothing My only enemy is me My only savior is me I am a lion But I am also A sheep Don't look at me Sometimes I cry in the mirror Blink my mascara tears, Blurry mess- Can't fit in my old dresses Tearing apart at the seams, Literally Filthy Famish Crawled out of my skin And made some bad habits Declining wealth Declining health Laughing as the scales tip- After all I am a person, Not permanent Why should I care Oh, But I do I do when I look at you You with your talented hands With your spider lashes And good moods Teach me to feel As good As you My lipstick smears and screams As the paintings on my face mock me So will my body, My body thats bruised And missused Perfume to cover the ***** They'll see my cherry lips move But they won't hear me talking Its perfect, The mask of confidence My incompetence Is a perfect fit No, really Its lovely When I wear it, People love me! Because people think I love myself No Jealousy Is hell, Beacuse I do not Love myself I love everybody else, Even the ones who Say I am full of it, Selfish leo, Selfish lion Exaggerated ego- Winking eyelids Sparkle, Wings to my forehead- I flaunt What I don't want, Because you want me to You want me To love me Like you do All of you I remember the words From my mother, Jealousy Is not a pretty color- Its crimson red, Exposed Like blood, I've had to sew it up No- Don't look here Not at my guts, Look at my eyelids Are these not enough?!?! These cherry lips Tell you to sush Less of a lioness, More of a cub I know I am my own predator My own pray I am All of the above
#jealousy#selfworth#depression#identity
pearlygirl
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22/F/SoCal
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 3:38 PM UTC
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