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****** it up. I’ve done it again I went against what I said I put myself first You don’t deserve this Nobody deserves this I feel nothing desirable You shouldn’t love me For some crazy reason You do still love me I can’t figure out why But I know that you do You show it in everything You give me pieces of you That no one else will ever see I was your wild card Your crazy out there jump You weren’t going to go for it And I pushed and you did Then I ****** it up I went behind you I didn’t think I put me out there first You had hurt me But I hurt you more It wasn’t intentional Now its remorse Why do I keep doing this I always fall back There’s no escape for me It’s always a **** up I’m good at those I ruin every good thing Like tornadoes in Oklahoma There’s nothing but destruction in my wake I feel sorry for the guys The ones that deal with this People I hurt People that trusted me I can’t keep doing this It pains you and I know it We’re never going to get back It will never be normal I ****** it all up It’s going to never go away. I’m sorry I loved you I’m sorry you trusted me Take a hint, it doesn’t get better It will only get worse It’s just how I am That’s all there is to it I’m good at ******** it up ******* people over I loathe that I do it But it’s just how I am Leave while you can Before I **** us over worse
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May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 11:47 PM UTC
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****** it up. I’ve done it again I went against what I said I put myself first You don’t deserve this Nobody deserves this I feel nothing desirable You shouldn’t love me For some crazy reason You do still love me I can’t figure out why But I know that you do You show it in everything You give me pieces of you That no one else will ever see I was your wild card Your crazy out there jump You weren’t going to go for it And I pushed and you did Then I ****** it up I went behind you I didn’t think I put me out there first You had hurt me But I hurt you more It wasn’t intentional Now its remorse Why do I keep doing this I always fall back There’s no escape for me It’s always a **** up I’m good at those I ruin every good thing Like tornadoes in Oklahoma There’s nothing but destruction in my wake I feel sorry for the guys The ones that deal with this People I hurt People that trusted me I can’t keep doing this It pains you and I know it We’re never going to get back It will never be normal I ****** it all up It’s going to never go away. I’m sorry I loved you I’m sorry you trusted me Take a hint, it doesn’t get better It will only get worse It’s just how I am That’s all there is to it I’m good at ******** it up ******* people over I loathe that I do it But it’s just how I am Leave while you can Before I **** us over worse
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lh2012
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 11:47 PM UTC
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