How oddly romanticized
the word "muse" has become
For my muses have been nothing but vexing
and dumb

runninsloth

My muse.

Laughing out loud a long time. Gosh can I relate! Still laughing. Sorry, it just hit a responsive chord.

I think you need a two syllable equivalent for infuriating. try vexing. or if you need a modern word maybee.... trying