โ ๐๐ช ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ก๐ข๐ญ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ข๐ก ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ โ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ข๐ฉ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐๐ฑ ๐ช๐ถ ๐ช๐ฆ๐ซ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ก๐ข๐ญ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ก.
๐๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ญ๐ข๐๐ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฒ๐ฉ, ๐ฑ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ข๐ก ๐๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ก๐ฐ.
๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ก๐ข๐ญ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ก, โ ๐๐ช ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ก๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ค๐ข๐ฑ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ฑ.
โ ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ช๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ฐ ๐๐ฏ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐๐ฉ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ฑ, ๐ด๐ฅ๐๐ฑ ๐ ๐๐ซ โ ๐ก๐ฌ?
๐๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ข ๐ ๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ก๐ข ๐ช๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ฅ.
๐๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฐ๐ข ๐ถ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ฐ โ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ ๐ญ๐๐ฏ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ก๐ฌ ๐ด๐ฅ๐๐ฑ ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฏ๐ก,
๐จ๐ข๐ญ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ข ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ ๐๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ - ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฉ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฑ ๐ด๐๐ฐ ๐๐ฏ๐ฑ.
โ ๐ฅ๐๐ณ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ ๐ข๐ก ๐ฅ๐๐ฏ๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ก๐ข๐ฃ๐ข๐ซ๐ก ๐ช๐ถ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฃ ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ช๐ฆ๐ซ๐ก,
๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐ข๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ท๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐๐ฑ ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ช๐๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐๐ฏ๐ก โ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐๐ฉ ๐ช๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ฅ...
๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐๐ฉ๐ด๐๐ถ๐ฐ ๐๐ข ๐ก๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ซ๐ฑ.
๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ถ ๐ช๐๐จ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ช๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ๐ณ๐ข๐ฐ ๐๐ข๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ข โ ๐ก๐ฆ๐ก ๐ด๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ค,
๐ด๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ข๐ฏ๐ข ๐ง๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ฃ๐ฏ๐ข๐ข๐ก๐ฌ๐ช ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ข๐ต๐ญ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฑ๐ฃ๐ฒ๐ฉ ๐ข๐ช๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ.
โญ๐๐ซ'๐ฑ ๐ด๐๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐จ ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฒ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ถ.
Apr 22, 2022
Apr 22, 2022 at 12:12 PM UTC
โ ๐๐ช ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฑ ๐ก๐ข๐ญ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ข๐ก ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ โ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ข๐ฉ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐๐ฑ ๐ช๐ถ ๐ช๐ฆ๐ซ๐ก ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ก๐ข๐ญ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ก.
๐๐ฅ๐ข ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐จ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ช๐ญ๐ฉ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ญ๐ข๐๐ ๐ข๐ฃ๐ฒ๐ฉ, ๐ฑ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ข๐ก ๐๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ด๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ก๐ฐ.
๐๐ช๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ก๐ข๐ญ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ข๐ก, โ ๐๐ช ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ก๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ค๐ข๐ฑ ๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ฑ.
โ ๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ช๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ๐ช๐ฐ ๐๐ฏ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐๐ฉ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ฑ, ๐ด๐ฅ๐๐ฑ ๐ ๐๐ซ โ ๐ก๐ฌ?
๐๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ข ๐ ๐๐ซ ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ก๐ข ๐ช๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ฅ.
๐๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฐ๐ข ๐ถ๐ข๐๐ฏ๐ฐ โ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ ๐ญ๐๐ฏ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ก๐ฌ ๐ด๐ฅ๐๐ฑ ๐ฆ๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฏ๐ก,
๐จ๐ข๐ญ๐ฑ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ถ ๐ฃ๐๐ ๐ข ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฅ ๐ ๐๐ข๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฉ๐ฌ๐ฌ๐จ - ๐ญ๐ข๐ฌ๐ญ๐ฉ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฑ ๐ด๐๐ฐ ๐๐ฏ๐ฑ.
โ ๐ฅ๐๐ณ๐ข ๐ญ๐ฏ๐๐ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ ๐ข๐ก ๐ฅ๐๐ฏ๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ก๐ข๐ฃ๐ข๐ซ๐ก ๐ช๐ถ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ๐ฃ ๐ฆ๐ซ ๐ช๐ฆ๐ซ๐ก,
๐ฌ๐ซ๐ฉ๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฏ๐ข๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ท๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐๐ฑ ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐ช๐๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐๐ฏ๐ก โ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ณ๐ข๐๐ฉ ๐ช๐ถ ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฑ๐ฅ...
๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฉ ๐๐ฉ๐ด๐๐ถ๐ฐ ๐๐ข ๐ก๐ฆ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฏ๐ข๐ซ๐ฑ.
๐๐ฅ๐ข๐ถ ๐ช๐๐จ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ช๐ฐ๐ข๐ฉ๐ณ๐ข๐ฐ ๐๐ข๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ข โ ๐ก๐ฆ๐ก ๐ด๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ซ๐ค,
๐ด๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ข๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฐ ๐ด๐ข๐ฏ๐ข ๐ง๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐ฃ๐ฏ๐ข๐ข๐ก๐ฌ๐ช ๐ฌ๐ฃ ๐ข๐ต๐ญ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ ๐๐ซ๐ก ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฑ๐ฃ๐ฒ๐ฉ ๐ข๐ช๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ซ.
โญ๐๐ซ'๐ฑ ๐ด๐๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฌ ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐จ ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ฑ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ซ๐ค ๐๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ฑ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฒ๐ฆ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ถ.
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It's been a roller coaster for the past week, thank God whenever I thought of "Everything will be okay, please let me be okay" He gives me.
I don't know why I always let things go after being alright again, like in a week I have a circumstance with my... not once but several times in a week. It always crosses my mind that it's exhausting yet I am the one that makes the move, I a little convo and I'm good... and then it repeats.
I am not easily depressed and not a personal giver up.
But today I felt all those years, all these past days walks in mind,
it causes me a physical head heaviness, internal mind defense/confusion
- anxiety? I don't know yet, prolly in denial. I just can't be weak right now, not a chance and I can't let a lot down.
Well, this has been long... I know I said a lot but in the end - Just forget what I've said, I can't do that now nor I don't know when. Think of this as a venting session, in the end like always
I'll say this:
"Nah, I'm good! Let's just keep moving forward."
Peace out y'all, funny I'm okay now.
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