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I'm not sure how to feel I'm haunted still Seeing you laying there So still so cold....dead I never expected to lose you My head is still in a daze I keep doing what I can what I think would make you proud I'm sober still even tho I tell you that day I could Have thrown it all away ..... what kind of thanks would that have been to you tho Everything you did to help me The time and effort put forward Just for me throw it all away I cried, I sobbed, I even laughed I stayed sober because of you I always wanted to make you proud And in that moment I know I did
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Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 7:29 PM UTC
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I'm not sure how to feel I'm haunted still Seeing you laying there So still so cold....dead I never expected to lose you My head is still in a daze I keep doing what I can what I think would make you proud I'm sober still even tho I tell you that day I could Have thrown it all away ..... what kind of thanks would that have been to you tho Everything you did to help me The time and effort put forward Just for me throw it all away I cried, I sobbed, I even laughed I stayed sober because of you I always wanted to make you proud And in that moment I know I did
I miss you. I love you. I'm lost right now but I'm doing what I can. Day by day. You really threw us for a loop. So unexpected so unprepared
#death#loss#love#pain#sober
kathryn-8
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kathryn-8
32/F/Canadian
Jan 9, 2019
Jan 9, 2019 at 7:29 PM UTC
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