and i sat and stared into the eyes
of what i presumed to be mine
my relection looking right at me
cold lifeless tears already formed on the waterline
not a sign
of any soul behind
icy blue irises and puplis far too dialated
for this "darkness" inside
i sat and i stared
at this stranger
for what let like eternity
but really
was probably only
ten minutes, at most
looking back at me
i sae the body of a girl
more like the corpse of a girl
with eyes that didn't shine
and had bags underneath like caynons
and blood red lips
chapped from biting and self deprecating coldness
not a twitch upward to be seen
a straight line of melancholy
the hollowness of an creature
i'm not too sure is real
she doesn't look it
she's not alive
i'm frightened of what i saw
because that is who i am
that is me
potentially.
Jan 28, 2018
Jan 28, 2018 at 9:21 PM UTC
and i sat and stared into the eyes
of what i presumed to be mine
my relection looking right at me
cold lifeless tears already formed on the waterline
not a sign
of any soul behind
icy blue irises and puplis far too dialated
for this "darkness" inside
i sat and i stared
at this stranger
for what let like eternity
but really
was probably only
ten minutes, at most
looking back at me
i sae the body of a girl
more like the corpse of a girl
with eyes that didn't shine
and had bags underneath like caynons
and blood red lips
chapped from biting and self deprecating coldness
not a twitch upward to be seen
a straight line of melancholy
the hollowness of an creature
i'm not too sure is real
she doesn't look it
she's not alive
i'm frightened of what i saw
because that is who i am
that is me
potentially.
