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I bite my gums Til they bleed I feel my heart Being squeezed My adrenaline pulses I want to hit the ground It's a toss up Stand Or fall Lose it all There's no sound I am hollow The gravel I will borrow As my home I feel alone Ashamed Guilty To blame The room calls my name Mocks me with emptiness Laughs And taunts Only to haunt Me At night They all flaunt Their bonds Their parties Their laughter I'm nobody I always thought so Now I know I was alone I wasn't whiny Or a baby I was ignored Hurt Peeling my flesh To try and find My worth Never worked Never took In the mirror I will look And see Nothing Nobody I simply Bleed Attention Warmth Self worth Love Comfort Joy Words I would love To employ Pay to know Pay to not let go I crawl Through the walls I hide So i may abide I cry With the flickering Lights The night Is out of my sight I'm dry On the outside I'm flooding Inside The flood Falls out The crushing Is called a pout I was whiny Needy Annoying Quiet And boring Never simply A child I shall be wild Reckless And cruel For everything I went through Let it go You say But it still Comes my Way There's a price to Pay You should feel Shame Guilt Sorrow Pain Not me You're to blame I sit there in silence The dim lights beckons My quiet I cry in sorrow Losing sight of Tomorrow Here i am again Praying for A friend The love i found The dreams I share I wanted to declare I wanted it But it wasn't there Empty Ashamed Only me To blame Art on the easel Art with so much appraisal Useless Forgotten The name on it Was forgotten Again Sorry friend I am to blame My life Is a shame I was born Too late I was born A mistake I hit I bleed I squeeze Fall on my knees My ears ring Til they bleed Nobody's listening I'm silent I'm loud I'm quiet My heart pounds I hear the same sounds I left on the ground From years ago Here they found Me I'm a broken child 5 years old I'm a broken girl 15 years old I'm a broken adult 28 Still no flow Falling I keep crawling To the same offense Wanting Needing Bleeding Pathetic I'm erratic Obnoxious Poor ***** Filth I am gloomy Rainy Winter day I am the dirt On your car Stained Always afar I am Trauma I must let go Yet a repeat offense Hinders that so I am innocent Lost A child at heart Never at fault I am grown An adult I know It's not my fault I am hurt Torn Crying On the bathroom floor I am broken And sore Still running Never completely Torn I am love And light Sweet And bright I am forgiving When it's right I am pink And flowers A smile For hours I am unseen And beaten Mistreated And weak I am the color black My favorite I am the black sheep I sit down And start to weep There's no sound Only sheep I feel guilt And shame But the flowers Still remain I am tame And not to blame I am black But also pink I am bright And love And you should all Be ashamed You made me one way But i will not behave I will go on In my own special way The pain is there I bleed and stare I patch And Walk along I am a bear Strong And beautiful I am A song Flowing And melodic I am many things I am hurt inside But I am strong I will continue on To my very own Song You claim me the black sheep Mock and forget about me But i am loved I am someone You are all shameful And green Jealous And greed I am pink 🩷 And shining Heart full Of a silver lining I am gold And sparkling Strong And nothing Is stopping Me I am me I continue on I am strong I am My own song
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Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 2:31 AM UTC
My own song
I bite my gums Til they bleed I feel my heart Being squeezed My adrenaline pulses I want to hit the ground It's a toss up Stand Or fall Lose it all There's no sound I am hollow The gravel I will borrow As my home I feel alone Ashamed Guilty To blame The room calls my name Mocks me with emptiness Laughs And taunts Only to haunt Me At night They all flaunt Their bonds Their parties Their laughter I'm nobody I always thought so Now I know I was alone I wasn't whiny Or a baby I was ignored Hurt Peeling my flesh To try and find My worth Never worked Never took In the mirror I will look And see Nothing Nobody I simply Bleed Attention Warmth Self worth Love Comfort Joy Words I would love To employ Pay to know Pay to not let go I crawl Through the walls I hide So i may abide I cry With the flickering Lights The night Is out of my sight I'm dry On the outside I'm flooding Inside The flood Falls out The crushing Is called a pout I was whiny Needy Annoying Quiet And boring Never simply A child I shall be wild Reckless And cruel For everything I went through Let it go You say But it still Comes my Way There's a price to Pay You should feel Shame Guilt Sorrow Pain Not me You're to blame I sit there in silence The dim lights beckons My quiet I cry in sorrow Losing sight of Tomorrow Here i am again Praying for A friend The love i found The dreams I share I wanted to declare I wanted it But it wasn't there Empty Ashamed Only me To blame Art on the easel Art with so much appraisal Useless Forgotten The name on it Was forgotten Again Sorry friend I am to blame My life Is a shame I was born Too late I was born A mistake I hit I bleed I squeeze Fall on my knees My ears ring Til they bleed Nobody's listening I'm silent I'm loud I'm quiet My heart pounds I hear the same sounds I left on the ground From years ago Here they found Me I'm a broken child 5 years old I'm a broken girl 15 years old I'm a broken adult 28 Still no flow Falling I keep crawling To the same offense Wanting Needing Bleeding Pathetic I'm erratic Obnoxious Poor ***** Filth I am gloomy Rainy Winter day I am the dirt On your car Stained Always afar I am Trauma I must let go Yet a repeat offense Hinders that so I am innocent Lost A child at heart Never at fault I am grown An adult I know It's not my fault I am hurt Torn Crying On the bathroom floor I am broken And sore Still running Never completely Torn I am love And light Sweet And bright I am forgiving When it's right I am pink And flowers A smile For hours I am unseen And beaten Mistreated And weak I am the color black My favorite I am the black sheep I sit down And start to weep There's no sound Only sheep I feel guilt And shame But the flowers Still remain I am tame And not to blame I am black But also pink I am bright And love And you should all Be ashamed You made me one way But i will not behave I will go on In my own special way The pain is there I bleed and stare I patch And Walk along I am a bear Strong And beautiful I am A song Flowing And melodic I am many things I am hurt inside But I am strong I will continue on To my very own Song You claim me the black sheep Mock and forget about me But i am loved I am someone You are all shameful And green Jealous And greed I am pink 🩷 And shining Heart full Of a silver lining I am gold And sparkling Strong And nothing Is stopping Me I am me I continue on I am strong I am My own song
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Jan 28
Jan 28, 2026 at 2:31 AM UTC
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