you invented anger and laughter
a cry and a smile
one side is heavier than the other
but don’t ask which one
and funnily enough i’m holding hands with myself, again and i crafted narratives of secrets and regrets, again and why are we so drawn into things that only YOU understand? again!
Apr 3, 2023
Apr 3, 2023 at 3:14 AM UTC
i look for your skin to crawl
for your hair to get lost in
for the softest of your breathing
for the flames that you caused
for the burning in mine
inside this cave where the monsters sleep
where i tried to sweep and ****
where you whispered your tricks
where i shoot up the glim
where you whistle and flee
you watched them point their swords at me
i remain small to keep you where you want to be
Feb 9, 2023
Feb 9, 2023 at 5:44 AM UTC
in a town where yours is mine
my loudest heartbeats under the raindrops
as you strolled along my starry eyes
behind your back the moon arrives
unaware that soon we will die
Jun 21, 2022
Jun 21, 2022 at 3:06 PM UTC
you were there, with your phone attached
we were there, only two feet apart
tap! tap! tap! i could hear your phone buzz
watching you laughing your lungs out
i love you, i guess, only if that’s allowed
i love you! here and there! surprise!
Feb 9, 2021
Feb 9, 2021 at 10:50 AM UTC
that was you;
and how your voice never silent and your yells sweetened and how it made me feel so little, and
how your being found me unsafe and your sorry that came away and how it made me perfectly dead
and i am no poet;
to curse you with words to glorify you on a paper
and keep it in a box, i
wont let the fool in me becomes
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 9:40 AM UTC
the dearest of mine
pinched me hard enough
to feel colors where they compete
the dearest of mine
adjusting longing graze
greets them ever-so-warmly
the dearest of mine
is where i submitted relentlessly
not trying to put a halt on it
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 9:12 AM UTC
they came out gentler out of your lips
and i didn’t ask to be conquered by it
Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 10:57 PM UTC
how do you want me to remember your laugh?
perhaps as the caress of your hands confusing my mind
or as the glory i could only enjoy from afar
make it more like a reminder that you’re not mine
Sep 6, 2018
Sep 6, 2018 at 10:17 PM UTC
twelve back at twenty
hungry hands and dirtier words
wavering affection that won't stay long
ten back at eighteen
none ice cold nor lazy scowl
can it grow when the lights are on?
Sep 5, 2018
Sep 5, 2018 at 12:01 AM UTC
it wont be new—long lost feelings
it wont fall to one another—somewhere remains
in between fingertips it slipped through
his far it never travelled
where its summer became his day
and its winter became his night
the seasons are starting to change somehow
and so they are
Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 9:18 PM UTC