I used to crave the way you loved me; it was honey-sweet,
Until the turn—until it went sour enough to spit out.
Now you’ve found a new rhythm, a new girl, a future wife,
While you keep reaching back to me, trying to mend the past.
But "sorry" doesn't wash away the flavor you left behind;
That bitter aftertaste still follows me every time I see your face.
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 11:03 AM UTC
I’m always trying to outrun the thought of you.
So I paint. It started as a way to stay busy,
but now it’s just how I survive the silence.
My stuff looks great—bright, bold, impressive even—
and I can almost lose myself in the colors.
But honestly? It’s all a lie.
Under every layer of paint, it’s just you and us.
It feels wrong, almost creepy, how much I’ve hidden
behind these frames just so I don’t have to
look you in the eye anymore.
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 10:52 AM UTC
Tell me why dying is easy but living is hard
Tell me why I have to suffer something I shouldn't
Tell me why people only look at the worst
Tell me everything I do is wrong
Tell me why you made me this way
Tell me why you made this image of me
Tell me why you did it
you wanted this
to break me
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 10:40 AM UTC
love is meant to bring happiness
to make you feel wanted
to make you complete
love is not meant to hurt
nor meant to break you
but somehow it does
love is a sin
some get too greedy
and others envy love
love has two sides
the light and dark side
but somehow
I've only experienced the dark side only
Jan 12
Jan 12, 2026 at 11:08 AM UTC
This is where it started
how I met him,
where we started our connection
You loved my poems and wanted help to write yours,
and I helped you because I wanted too
but then we started something
something I cant forget
something I cut between us
made us fall apart
all because I was scared
scared about what my parents might think
and I lied
I lied to you and to myself
but one thing was true
I really did love you
Dec 18, 2025
Dec 18, 2025 at 3:10 PM UTC
I hate mixed signals
it makes me feel like I'm the delusional one
You look at me when you don't have a reason
and look away when I look at you
When I talk you pay attention
but when I notice you
you get nervous
But when I get close you ignore me
when I try to talk to you, you already left
do you like me back?
or am I stupid to think you love me back?
Dec 11, 2025
Dec 11, 2025 at 12:05 PM UTC
I used to love being myself
no matter where I was
nothing mattered
Now that I'm older I try to fit in
change myself to fit in
being myself makes me feel
insecure?
I hated makeup
now I use it regularly,
I hate being a girl
a girl that pretends just to fit in
but I cant change because I'm scared
scared of being who I am
being myself
these insecurities keep holding me back
and all I want is
is..
to be myself once more
Dec 5, 2025
Dec 5, 2025 at 10:42 AM UTC
When we met you were similar
similar to my dad
and I didnt like it
you drank day and night with friends
and I don't like that
just like my dad
I just wanted you to love me
to be with me
so I made you choose
continue drinking and leave me or stay with me and stop drinking
and once you made that decision
it broke me
not in a bad way but in a good way
you stopped and stayed with me
which made me love you more than anything
Nov 19, 2025
Nov 19, 2025 at 11:19 AM UTC
He was my classmate
he was my partner
a group partner
and not my life partner
He sold chocolate
and everyone approached him
except me
I was scared
Every time you would look at me
when I would send a friend to buy me one
no matter what you knew
we would always make eye contact no matter what
but that makes me more confused
is this real?
Its frustrating
do you like me back?
I don't know it feels like you're giving me mixed signals
sometimes I cry to myself thinking i'm never going to be loved
sometimes I believe in love
but maybe I'm delusional?
Nov 13, 2025
Nov 13, 2025 at 4:39 PM UTC
I remember the first time we talked
that's where everything started
we talked for a while
then it turned to a daily thing
every moment I waited for you message
but then you developed feelings and confessed
I was doubtful and said yes
but then made a mistake
I lied to you said I wanted to leave you because of my parents
but it wasn't true
I was doubtful
now I miss you I really do
I cleared my feelings for you
too late
Nov 13, 2025
Nov 13, 2025 at 11:30 AM UTC