You are far
Far from me
And I want nothing more than to be in your arms and feel your lips on my neck.
But I am here
And you are there
And neither one of us is moving
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 3:08 PM UTC
A lie cuts both sides
A lie never hides
To your naked heart
Guile a flying dart
A lie once employed
Leaves a gaping void
Poison soon will win
The vacuum within
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 3:08 PM UTC
I wanted to hold your hand that night.
I couldn't bare to do that to you though.
I couldn't bare to hold your hand knowing you have feelings for me and knowing that I have feelings for you and knowing that I'm ******* around with your best friend.
I couldn't bare breaking your heart the way he broke mine so long ago.
I want to stop so we can be happy but I want to feel good.
I can't hold your hand because I'm not worthy.
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 3:08 PM UTC
My tired mind spins
and I draw it back in.
My thoughts throbbing to the beat of
"You hurt me
Like nobody else
and I
Let you."
And my guilt is your guilt
And I do not
Want it.
And I'm not sorry
For loving you
But for letting you back in
Time and time again - I just
Can't
Figure out when
Before breaking
I bent -
(I packed your **** while you were gone/I packed your **** because you were wrong.)
And I wouldn't, couldn't trade
Our breathless climb
To the cliff.
I will not forget and I cannot change it.
I only want
To erase
The memories of your
Hands
When they meant me
Harm,
and I forgive you anyway.
Not for your sake
But mine.
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 3:08 PM UTC
**** you
nobody
should ever
have to hurt this way
so i wish
i could say i'm sorry
for being rude
but i only want you
to understand how it feels
to be beaten down
constantly
Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 3:06 PM UTC