i recall that you once said
love is a feeling you just know
but you dont seem to believe
that i am capable of telling
the difference between the pain
of ephemeral crushes
and the real heart breaking
earth shattering
pain of love
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 9:02 PM UTC
heart pangs
head aches
my eyes - dart away
hurts to look
at your calm face
the guilt - it dominates
bile burns
stomach turns
i finally run away
Feb 19, 2014
Feb 19, 2014 at 6:28 PM UTC
skin crawling
heart beating
sweat pooling
mouth salivating
eyes darting
stomach turning
knees weakening
cant meet his gaze
his terrifyingly unmoving gaze
heart pangs
mind replays
guilt weighs heavy on my shoulders
dont know if an apology will work
no matter how honest my words are
- to me, anyways -
dont know if this will blow over
as if it never existed
cant pretend, cant forget
the earth continues to rotate slowly
too slowly
Feb 18, 2014
Feb 18, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC
the Look on your Face (your beautiful Face) fills me
with an Elation so scarily Deep
that my Heartbeat heightens
its already speedy pace and its so hard
for me to keep my Composure around You
and your Lazy Lips do that Tilt (that **** Tilt) -
your perfect chest Rumbles with husky Laughter -
and your Hands on my slender waist begin to massage
and my Resolve crashes just as my Lips
crash
onto Yours
Jan 23, 2014
Jan 23, 2014 at 9:20 PM UTC
your days are filled with nothing but Pain
and you're dead inside - so numb - no hope of being kissed awake
from this Land of Emptiness, dark and dreary
where the air is so cold and chills your bones
and it's all just an absolute Nightmare
except there are no Scary Monsters;
just the foreboding voice of The End -
its silence screams your Name
and haunts you as you trudge
along the Frozen Shores of your Heart
there is no Oxygen here - no way for you to breathe
you're perpetually choking and you can't start a Fire -
can't warm your numbed hands - and there is Nobody
out There to ease the aches that this Solitude brings -
It sweeps over the Tundras you've come to call "Home"
Jan 21, 2014
Jan 21, 2014 at 8:25 PM UTC