zeeadaj
uk.
my name is zeinab, but you can call me zee. my pen name is charlie. you can call me either. / / sixteen. black. deep over thinker. curious motherfucker. bisexual. / / artist. amateur pianist. poet. i write to vent my thoughts and feelings. / / poetry. short stories. typewriters. / / i need to get my poems on here like now. this is getting ridiculous, seriously. / procrastination is a bitch. / / i used to live in america. now I don't.
**love and infatuation
i don't know what to do
you're a risk and
i don't know if i should take it**
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 11:03 PM UTC
mind frozen
body tense
I keep telling myself that I care about spiritual growth
but **** it all to hell
i want to be close in the biblical sense
somewhere there's bumpin' and grindin' happening this very minute.
intimacy intimacy, i tell myself
feel my feelings
i've been numb to my ****** feelings
i get all this, but sometimes ****** thoughts and feeling hit me so hard.
i don't know what to do with them, they just mess up my head.
i want serenity.
i want peace.
i want some wisdom in all this.
i am not a monk.
i do not want to be celibate,
but **** I don't want to be overwhelmed either.
For now I am embracing my *** crazed thoughts, but not acting on them.
i am more than my thoughts and feelings.
i am.
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 10:08 PM UTC
Whisper softly
Against my ear
Tell me things
I want to hear
Let's do it again
Day and night
Pull my hair
Make me fight
Touch me more
Add whip cream
Make me moan
In this *** dream
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 9:59 PM UTC
1:30 in the morning
on a school night,
we walked with wet feet
thru the chilly air
touching but not
so close that i could smell you
feel your thigh against mine
3:00 in the morning,
and i had to go home
it wasn't until i smelled
that familiar scent
and it wasn't until your strong arms
held me close
that i realized i missed you
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 9:47 PM UTC
*we're all either
falling in love
or falling
out of it*
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 9:46 PM UTC
our lips met
mine taken by surprise
The Killers playing background
while you slowly reached up my shirt
"It started out with a kiss, how did it end up like this..."
from lips meeting
to your tongue running down my neck
down to my chest
pushed me down and held my face
breath shortening and moans escaping while your hands worked your way to my body
pushing you up
and straddling down on you
I've never been so close to someone
our bodies hot and drenched in sweat
it may be cold outside but I'm hot for you
Dec 6, 2014
Dec 6, 2014 at 9:45 PM UTC