Pit of eternal darkness,
Festering inside my soul,
Lost to a new sense of bleakness,
This warmth brought to cold.
Regret and sadness from the void,
Feelings that I never felt.
This facade once destroyed,
Feel the pain that is dealt.
Why this pain in my chest,
Stinging and sharply beating.
Is there any cloth or vest,
An armor or sheeting?
Is it possible to go,
Unimpeded by my evil,
To the place were time is slow,
And without this ache so ill.
How can I feel what was lost,
Tucked and forgotten,
Paying for that true cost,
See what my mind distraughted.
Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 2:21 PM UTC
Am I sane,
Or am I gone?
Lacking brains,
And faking brawn.
Losing it all,
Both real and fake.
How can I stand tall,
And still avoid a break?
This hollow feeling,
Foriegn and new.
My heart is stealing,
All for you.
Sep 10, 2014
Sep 10, 2014 at 1:34 PM UTC
Those choices I did make,
For your soul mine to take,
Lost to the darkness deep,
That long and eternal sleep.
Come forth and trudge,
Free from the lightest nudge,
Circle round the void and space,
Searching for dim lit face.
Worry not of lost time,
Your heart beats with mine,
Even and deepest grave,
Your life is mine to save.
You may tire and wonder,
Trample or mindless ponder,
But to me your found,
That quiet and distinct sound.
You are lost, but not here,
Safe from life and all fear.
May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 12:29 PM UTC
Call out, oh man within,
Disregard lusting sin.
Let out a mighty boon,
I long for your voice soon.
Echo throughout the halls,
Past all the deadly falls.
Ring out thunderous voice,
So I may make a choice.
Like with whispers of lies,
Slashed by moat sharp edged knives.
Lock this man's in caged steel,
Until he learns to kneel.
Let him cry out for sun,
His pain only begun.
Ring out thunderous voice,
So I may make a choice.
Like beasts, break his strong will.
Nor stop upon his still.
He lies ever awake,
Coiled like wounded snake.
Fear the rattle of bell,
It will banish to hell.
Ring out thunderous voice,
So that I may make a choice.
Like him, I once was caught,
Freedom was what I sought.
Lost to all civilized,
Unwanted, not realized.
My shouts to heavens call,
Wishing for the gold wall.
Ring out thunderous voice,
So that I may make a choice.
I have condemned myself,
Bypassed for fame and wealth.
Where am I to play God?
To **** this disgraced sod.
Whisper, oh gentle man.
Follow me if you can.
Ring out thunderous voice,
So I may make a choice.
Upon the walls of stone,
The man released a moan.
My body an illusion,
Crafted for confusion.
My life but a fable,
Spread throughout the cable.
Ring out thunderous voice,
So I may make a choice.
Perfect is not for man,
Grasped at with desperate hand.
Held only in the gate,
Hidden within our fate.
May you beside me,
Relinquish that false glee.
Ring out thunderous voice,
So I may make a choice.
I cry out to creators,
Great and mighty baiters.
Call down to give free will,
Refused to drink their swill.
They can hold them no more,
Tired of this dark shore.
Thunderous and strong voice,
I have made the best choice.
May 14, 2014
May 14, 2014 at 3:56 PM UTC
I feel your hands crush,
Warm and tightly grasped.
My flesh turned soft mush,
Time continued lapse.
My sight does not blur,
Only fade to think black.
I was never sure,
Was this an attack?
The bright, golden light,
Ushered to the gate.
I had lost the fight,
Now to except fate.
From there I fell,
To my proper hell.
May 5, 2014
May 5, 2014 at 12:35 PM UTC
Is it possible?
This a complex lie?
Minds are capable,
To craft something sly.
I felt your breathe then,
The soft rush of air,
Brought a sense of zen,
From a body fair.
But now befuddled,
The thoughts crystal clear.
Are my thoughts muddled,
By that of you, Dear?
Learned from cinema
Oh how cruel, karma.
May 3, 2014
May 3, 2014 at 11:12 PM UTC
There is but one thing,
That plagues me that much.
The banded gold ring,
Discarded as such.
I envy his place,
Closest to your heart.
Grin upon your face,
Lifted by his kart.
We love each other,
But how to contest?
He, like a brother,
Could steal my love best.
Wish you greatest joy,
But never too far.
I shall be your toy,
Heart locked in your jar.
Could it be my mind?
A trick by madness?
How could I be blind,
Struck down by sadness.
Fear the vile trick,
Played by the demon.
His lies run too thick,
His true goal is done.
Sit in the hidden,
Forced to see all lies.
Wanting this ridden,
Before my love dies.
Doubt you not, my love
Never stain your glove.
May 3, 2014
May 3, 2014 at 7:39 PM UTC
Beseeched to listen
I plead out to thee
For my eyes do glisten
Thine end is neigh
Oh please do hear,
Wherever you went.
Lift up thine ear,
And feel the words sent.
Thou give thee all love,
But thou seek others.
Godsend from above,
Betraying brothers.
Betrayed thine trust?
Or let loose for lust?
May 3, 2014
May 3, 2014 at 1:47 PM UTC
I can not see that light,
Brought forth from the heavens.
This, my greatest plight,
Such as lucky sevens.
With stern and hollow voice,
This red haze commands me.
"You got but one choice,
Soon you will surely see."
One demon in my head,
Lost to the world of grace.
Come forth from the haze red.
Oh mighty demon face.
Is his presence noble?
He gave me that smirk.
Power known global,
Surely you seen his work.
The Middle East, his art
World Wars, his pride and joy.
Few try to outsmart,
For all lose to the ploy.
Fangs, like needles, pierce
Through thin flesh does bleed.
Demons will make me fierce,
Alone in times of need.
Claws carve away the skin,
For the final master change.
I can not fight and win,
My power is not in range.
Locked away by it,
The same cage that confined.
Only seen by a slit,
Controlling my mind.
How could I lose it all?
Oh how the mighty fall.
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 5:58 PM UTC
He was feeble and weak,
What an insolent fool.
A man can never be meek,
He has to be able to rule.
Urged to rip you to shreds,
By that man in reflections.
To **** everyone in their beds.
By a murderous confection.
My anchor to sanity
The first that must die.
He shall never return to reality,
His end is nigh.
By the demon's breath I crave,
You all will return to the grave.
May 1, 2014
May 1, 2014 at 4:37 PM UTC