Living in your own little world
I can see in your face that's getting old
Same thing different day
Hating life in a way
That's unimaginable
But your so lost in your ****
The constant battle
Gettin ****** on, **** on, beat on
And it all seems normal
Cause your stuck in a hole
That you've made your home
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 1:23 PM UTC
Drinking alone my friend
Sounds familiar doesn't it?
The phones not ringin
Because no one cares
But the grass is greener
In the bottle at the bottom
Right?
Who am I kiddin
No ones listenin
Sittin alone, sippin alone
That's the flow of this poem
Depressed again. Whatever.
I'm over it and alone
Nov 16, 2013
Nov 16, 2013 at 9:37 PM UTC
Get out of head
Clouding my mind
with all of this ********
I can't even think
And you just keep feeding me
All of these things
That don't make any sense
Just stop and let me be
who I am for a second
Before all of this ****
is as nonexistent
As the hope of life getting better
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 8:18 AM UTC
Abandoned by comfort
Welcomed by nothing
Seeing the future
Hating the outcome
can't hear the screams
Or feel the pain
I walked on water
All I did was sink
Nov 9, 2013
Nov 9, 2013 at 2:26 PM UTC
Scared to live, scared to die
In one ear but not out the other
Living is dying and dying is living
Said to me from the man with a needle in his vein
Just have another drink, sit back and wash away the pain
The agony's continuing
With a bloodstained history
It's hard to make sense of it
Bile in the sink
Because I can't eat
And there's nothing to purge
Except what's left of me
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 2:13 PM UTC
Insecure?
Now that's the truth
So scared of me?
I'm scared of you
I am who I am
And I am two
Different minds
Seeing double all the time
I can't seem to find
Some peace in this life
Sep 8, 2013
Sep 8, 2013 at 9:54 PM UTC
Abandoned by comfort
Welcomed by nothing
Seeing the future
Hating the outcome
Can't hear the screams
Or feel the pain
I walked on water
All I did was sink
Sep 6, 2013
Sep 6, 2013 at 8:48 AM UTC
It's easy to have mixed feelings
But it's stuck in my head and I still can't believe it
Several months invested and it feels like it's bull ****
I wanted truth but all I got was a half assed excuse of something that was never real
I guess these days it's just unheard of to actually feel
Been **** on before, got **** on again
Sometimes life doesn't feel worth it,
Can't wait for the end.
Aug 5, 2013
Aug 5, 2013 at 1:49 PM UTC
It's like the world's in denial
About how I really feel
And I'm so sick of living
For the world's appeal
I can't look at myself
Without feeling regret
All the time that I've wasted
I will never forget
Emotional train wreck
Emotional train wreck
Jun 1, 2013
Jun 1, 2013 at 1:59 AM UTC
The pigs are coming
To take me away
To a barred up wonderland
with no escape
I should've ran
When I smelled bacon
Now I'm stuck in a pin
A lonely hungry vegetarian.
Apr 22, 2013
Apr 22, 2013 at 1:46 PM UTC