Did I leave the your heart on?
I think I forgot my mind.
Where did I put myself?
These are running Inside my head because I'm paranoid.
I deal with this everyday because I am paranoid.
I need explanation and assurance because I'm paranoid.
Are you leaving me?
I forgot you already did.
Have you forgotten about me?
Where are you?
These are my heart's questions because I'm paranoid.
I can't deal with this because I've been hurt enough to be paranoid.
I need answers because I'm paranoid.
Sep 25, 2015
Sep 25, 2015 at 2:26 PM UTC
“You enjoy this.
You dig your fingertips into the places I am hurting in as if to prove the suspicion that I am weaker. That the blood there isn’t yours.
It is mine.
So you keep holding your hands up to the sunlight on the days when my ache is greater than yours as if to prove the suspicion that my blood has always stained the longest.
You enjoy this.
You don’t see yourself as the weaker of us two because I am always falling apart before you but the truth is, I am giving more than you are.
I am only emptier than you because I don’t love in halves and you do.
You always do."
Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 7:53 AM UTC
When life throws its everything at you
Crushing your plans, throwing its weight
Cling on to something, there is still love
The door has not closed, it's never too late.
When you think you've been left on life's shelf
Where you think life has passed on by
Cling on to the never ending dream
There is still an extra arrow from cupid to fly.
There are more fish in the sea than you think
It is still worth the extra effort to throw the bait
So cast extra line, don't throw away the key
the door is still open for love, it is never too late.
Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 6:25 AM UTC
Sometimes tears say all there is to say. Sometimes your first scars won't ever fade away.
Aug 22, 2015
Aug 22, 2015 at 2:32 PM UTC
The sun hid among the clouds;
The rain kept pouring down;
The mood had lost its light;
The stars forgot to shine
I try to run from the pain I'm feeling
But I find no place to go
I keep looking and thinking for you
'Cause my heart knows it belongs to you
Why do you have to leave?
When all that was left for me was you
When all that was worth waiting was for you
When I had nothing but you
I wanted to be with you forever and always
But it seems you have closed your heart
Your love was the closet thing to magic
But you took it all away when you left.
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 2:36 AM UTC
There comes a point where you just love someone,
not because they're good or bad.
You just love them the way they are.
Aug 17, 2015
Aug 17, 2015 at 12:00 PM UTC
Lend me your eyes.
So I could fill them
with the bursting stars.
Telling tales of the spellbinding universe,
singing songs of exploding suns...
and of splintering quasars.
Lend me your thoughts.
So that if I may,
write of them.
Fantastical scribbles of love
and praise.
Meticulously lined
and carefully stitched...
with immaculate lace at the hems.
Lend me your breaths.
I'd catch them as they fall...
between the words you would say.
Merging mine with yours...
introducing colour...
and vigour
to my monochromatic world of
black, white and grey.
Lend me your heartbeats...
for mine thumps erratic.
As if beating in silent mock.
I depend on the steadiness in yours.
So they could usurp
the ticks of worldly clocks.
Lend me your hands.
Palms up as a sign,
perhaps as an invitation...
for me to take them.
And maybe...
hopefully fill them...
with mine...
Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 9:17 AM UTC
If I could have save time in bottle
The first thing that I'd like to do
Is to save everyday 'till eternity passes away
Just to spend them with you
If I could make days last forever
If words could make wishes come true;
I'd save eveyday like treasure and then,
again, I would spend them with you
Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 9:14 AM UTC
I sped away one evening
through my busy little town,
gliding,
music occupying my mind,
riding down hills,
leting the wind run its fingers through my hair.
i arrived at a dusty trail that led to an old water tower
that looked over the town like a sentinel.
sweaty and redfaced i followed the trail,
my acoustic music hid behind background of everything,
a magical glow lay at the edge of the trail.
as the fiery light lit my face aflame,
i knew i was apon something special.
shining magnificently,
the most beautiful smile i had ever seen.
twas a loving smile,
the lips were brown and chapped,
the horizon illuminated it's glistening orange teeth,
the old rusty water tower became a black beauty mark,
my friends were up resting in its dimple, waiting for me.
an amazing crooked grin,
a smile so sure shot with joy,
it filled the cracks in my heart
and had me yelping with rushing happiness.
the universe giggled back
"your welcome";)
Aug 14, 2015
Aug 14, 2015 at 10:06 AM UTC