Birthday approaching
I'm missing a piece
It doesn't feel right
It doesn't feel the same
Because I've been away
When I come back
Will I be expecting
That's the worst delusion ever
Birthday approaching
Where are you
You were here last year
And the years before
Birthday approaching
I've never felt this way before
I'm so scared
I'm so unsure
Mar 3, 2016
Mar 3, 2016 at 12:17 AM UTC
What am i gonna leave in this world?
People tell me that is it
My patience, my frustration
The polars of my moods
What I am, What I really am
What am i gonna leave in this world?
Jan 28, 2016
Jan 28, 2016 at 1:28 AM UTC
I still remember
Standing by the window of the hospital
Entering and leaving
Entering and leaving
I'm back again
I check on you
I look out the window
I look at you
I asked if you were okay
You were not quite okay
I watched you in peace
And then I was awake
Jan 22, 2016
Jan 22, 2016 at 1:14 AM UTC
I stuck too much
I'm losing touch
You guys are the reason
I know that I've been given
Grace, in the heart
Which was so difficult to start
With, out a doubt
You guys deserve a shout. out.
Dec 19, 2015
Dec 19, 2015 at 2:46 AM UTC
I sat at a bar to eat some chicken and waffles
I drank my coffee
As much as I wanted to
I added to my story
Of how elated I was of my solitude
Don't steal my money
A lady stands close to me
She opens up an umbrella
And the tears now only came from the sky
You are gr8
But nope...
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 2:05 AM UTC
People got it all settled down
When I'm just sittin' around the linen of frustration
How did I end up with an old frown
It's something new to ground
I'm lost in the absence...
Of every person ever made to let me date
Nov 10, 2015
Nov 10, 2015 at 12:38 PM UTC
It's 8pm, perfect weather
There's a field of grass just right outside
Let's grab some coffee
Let's hold on tight
I don't mean that way
I have a path of my own
There's someone more important
It's not the time to get in that zone
Older, they pressure
I'd rather the peers to tell me
Admiration over each individual
Let's grab that coffee again, with someone else
Nov 5, 2015
Nov 5, 2015 at 1:38 AM UTC
Those who are crushed in spirit
Will have someone there
Perhaps it's God for those believe
My faith stands firm
Push out all those demons
Take those thoughts out of my system
The chemicals should not take over me
Not a drop of poison in this bottled up mess
Nov 3, 2015
Nov 3, 2015 at 11:55 PM UTC
Visions and missions are getting unclear
But their seems to be purpose if it's you and me
However is it delusional?
A fantasy? Another mere dream?
Patience is key
To the lock of your heart, maybe?
One's disposition needs to be certain
Or else committing won't be a breeze
Help me be
Worry-free
Visions and missions will slowly be
Oct 11, 2015
Oct 11, 2015 at 3:36 AM UTC
With darkness, there is struggle
Come lightness, I'm okay
For a brief moment
Or rather I'm deluded
But I can't be possibly dreaming, can I?
Time will tell
Feelings will fade
But will this stay if the dream is caused by the gone forever?
And then he comes along
My independence is shading
I don't want to need you
But could this be?
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 9:01 PM UTC