Dealing with too many things
Overwhelms and confuses me
All the work and even social media tossed aside
Wondering when will I ever be let free
All the humiliating words become a burden
To only worsen my mental mind
Suffocating through stress and anxiety
With only the feeling of escaping society
Challenging against ADHD, Anxiety and Depression.
Is already a big fight, asking for help just seems like I'm a burden or just weak.
All I could afford to do is smile and not worry anyone
If only life was easy to be undone
Jul 28, 2021
Jul 28, 2021 at 7:13 AM UTC
A vision or illusion, messing around with reality
Do you sleep for dreams...or nightmares?
Everything could be a dream or a nightmare
Sometimes wishing to have a reality in fiction
The point here, is that, facing reality
Surprises excite people or either horrify others
For some people, playing around with someone's heart
Is not a video game, it's reality
They don't have extra lives to replace their current one
A heart is like a plate
Shattered, unable to put the perfect pieces together
Feeling empty and numb is just how life works
No one is perfect in such a cruel but beautiful world
In life, you just have to let yourself down,
just to succeed
Life is not always successful
Apr 22, 2020
Apr 22, 2020 at 6:14 AM UTC
Is it me? Or does the years feel like it has been repeated?
I don't even know who's real or not
Am I just a toy to you?
We were the closes friends
And you just threw me away.
Was I not that important to enter your life?
The next day, I saw your smile, bigger than what I saw before
If you didn't like me at all
You shouldn't have played with my feelings
That friendship of yours has succeeded
Ours? hasn't.
Every year, friends of mine isolate themselves away from me
It was like the seasons,
Making new friends, old friends leave
I don't know if I could trust people with my secrets anymore
I'll just try and keep the friends I have now
After I lose all of them, I will gladly lock myself away
And remove any connections
The only person I can trust, is myself...
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 8:31 AM UTC
Slowly, the seasons change
Flowers blooming, birds chirping
The season where nature shows off it's beauty
Sweets from spring is always fruity
Animals appear in their environment, just to keep it living
When midnight strikes, insects are always singing
The calming wind gives us chills
But also yet, it's always refreshing
Take another step into the grass
Remind yourself of where you are
Always remember to bring your compass
There you you go, playing on your guitar.
Mar 25, 2020
Mar 25, 2020 at 6:19 PM UTC