The night was my place in this world
A place where i feel at peace, unfurled
And not in pieces
But whole, like Paganini's caprices
Walking down the streets
I heard the passing wind
Roaring through lanes a many
Without people in them any
Dogs barked
And cats growled
In the distance i heard foxes howl
For this was a symphony In the dark
The full moon shined bright
For this was a glorious night
It wore its scars of astronomical bombardment, proudly
For it stood through those times stoutly
I walked by a watchman half asleep
Snoring away into the darkness
Counting sheep
Unappreciative of the starless night sky
I walked the walk
As many talk the talk
For I
Couldn't get over that late night high
Passing by a park
Deserted in the dark
I sat on a swing
Moon-flowers blooming, more awe inspiring than anything
As boring as it may have seemed
This was, for me
Even though many may disagree
This is the dream
looking down at the barren ground
Listening to the grasshoppers chirp
Was when i had a realization, profound
Life was a cycle of calm and dismay
And the night;
Is like a zayas
To balance out the chaos
That of the day
Apr 11, 2020
Apr 11, 2020 at 6:30 PM UTC
The things that of life
Is like a double edged sword
Painful yet
Beautiful
Horrifying yet
Satisfying
From a hungry child roaming freely on the streets
To a satisfyingly warm shower at the end of a tiring day
From all the people struggling to get clean water
To rays of sunlight hitting your face on a beautiful day
While it may imprison you
Or torture you, emotionally, physcially
Or **** those that matter to you
It will show you peace
It will show you love
It will show you kindness
It will show you what it truly means to be healed
What it truly means to be happy
There may be times where the idea of hope is
impossible
Where the need to fight on may seem
Useless
Where to flee to give up may seem
Easy
But to fight on,
And
to believe in hope
To not flee
To not give up
Is that which makes us human
Is that which makes our lives
Mean more
Is that which make us stand out
For If you arent to live for yourself
Live for those around you,
Those you are to meet
Those that stand by you
And
Those that love you
For you have all the power in the world
For one too realise the true meaning of happiness
One must realise what its absence is as
Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 1:04 AM UTC
Even though we are a million miles apart
I can feel you close
Next to me
As I lie here
And look at the stars
Even though we are a million miles apart
I feel your virtual hugs through the screen
And I hug u back as hard as I can
Because
Because you always know what I mean
Because you always know when to leave me on seen
Because you always know that even though
We are just fifteen
You have become my caffeine
Keeping me up through the night
As I choose which battles to fight
But you with my side it seems serene…
With you relativity becomes real
And this is not something I say
But I mean I do almost every single day
But it is also something I feel
You influence the gravitational matrix around me
To change singular tensor to make me
Fall for you harder and harder every day
They say,
That every action has an opposite and equal reaction,
Well my reactions to your actions is way more
Than equal and the opposite of opposite reactions
Your silence
Is more peaceful than that of the night
More calming than waves hitting a seashore
More serene than clouds moving by
Through the beautiful pink sky at the end of a sunny day
More calming then raindrops hitting a metal roof
during a thunderstorm
For our love is like a rose
The thorns,an illusion
And the petals the reality
Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 1:02 AM UTC
You know
And i know
And they know
That We know
That We fear
The unknown
There are tales a many
About that which happens after death
Its more than to lose your breath
To see your memories fade in front of you
Till there aren’t left any
Death isn’t to be feared
Or to be cheered
For even though you may lose those you love
Its growth
You rise above
With death you become more
As menial things, that of life
Dont bother you anymore
Fear of death is a great rife
Hell isn’t to be considered real
The afterlife should be but time and space
For broken souls to heal
Many a brothers have fallen in battle
Defending their honor
Looking past the title tatle, and chattel
They didn’t fear death,
For they knew life could be more tragic than macbeth
All the greats fall
And their glory fade
In this brawl
We call life
None can last forever
For with diamonds we are not made
Death comes
when death wants to
Death takes that which it needs to
For the Roses aren’t red
And violets not blue
With life
we are playing peek-a-boo
Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 1:00 AM UTC
I grew up around here
seven and a half billion minds in fear
I grew up around here
They lash you in public
For being queer
Not meaning to be gothic
But
yeah , i grew up around here
The fittest survive,
They thrive
But the rest never get a chance to feel alive
For two hundred thousand years
We have shed more tears
Than we have killed more peers
In fear
Of the sheer ferocity
And agony
With time we seeked hope,
Answers
Not knowing it would cause disasters
In a desperate attempt to cope
There comes this point in life
Where you do not know that which is okay
And that which is not
In this mystery called life i am caught
Is it not okay to be gay
Or to say that which you want to say
Or pray, to allah
Or messiah?
For I know what power feels like
It makes you childlike
Its a beautiful thing
To it though, one must not cling
For it corrupts you,
Disrupts those around you
Bankrupts you
Erupts out of you
Yet every single one of us
Every single one of us,
Who ever created a fuss
Fails to realize
Or hear cries
See through what they call white lies
To realize that
Maybe we are just humans
And that the things we do are inhuman
And that none of us are superhuman
But what can i say
All i can do is pray
But maybe even that is not okay
I mean at the end of the day
I’m just one of them teenagers
Not a dictator
Or a part of the legislature
I just write stuff
Trying to pretend to act tough
Cause at the end of the day
They can simply put me in handcuffs
Its okay for me to be unheard
Cause everything i say is absurd
And there is no need for my questions to be answered
Because,
I grew up around here
Cause i grew up around here
In this atmosphere of fear
Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 12:57 AM UTC
I’d die for you
With a bullet wound through and through
For the memories were not a few
And for why i fell for you i have no clue
Locked in the louvre
Rooms full of art
I would stare at you
Counting every second, we spent apart
Pour Toi oeuvre
Je compose cette symphonie
d’amour et de d’amour
et pour toi je séjour
Je t’aimerai
mille livres sur notre amour j’imprime
dans cette langue d’amour
je t’apporterai du glamour
From your eyes
To the stars in the skies
You make shine
You are so much more than fine
For you are divine
and may never be mine
I love you for your flaws
Everytime our eyes meet
I hear that downbeat
you make the world pause
My heart stops without cause
regarder dans les yeux
fait fondre mon cœur
sans toi la vie est ennuyeux
mon amour n’est pas un moqueur
c’est vrai
dis-je alors que nous commençons à danser
The mozartiana suite, Starts playing
Intimately, swaying
We dance under the midnight moon
by the blood white lagoon
loved you make me feel
Every moment spent with you is surreal
For u are a poem i cant end
My love for you is perhaps,
one that none can comprehend
Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 12:56 AM UTC
Panicking
Pacing
My mind racing
Problems there are too many,
For me to be facing
Things falling apart
And i don’t know where start
The times were really good
Difficult times a many we had withstood
The thought to flea
Never occured to me
And yet all i can think of now,
Is
How a disaster like this i could not forsea
“Henri!”,
Called out a distant figure,
“You must reconsider,
i know that what you are to do and i know that you really want to”
I turned around to you
“Life is short
So to what i am about to say, u must give a thought
Fought u have enough
It is time to stop acting tough”
“Look at the people around you
Leading lives not knowing
Living with fear but not showing
A fake smile covering up the pain
But nothing can ever repair,
The distrust and shame
Life is something, for which you can not prepare
So that is no reason to live in despair
At the end of the day
We are but evolved apes
In different sizes and shapes
Habitating on a rock, chasing a ball of fire
With its desire
To
lap the universe
In this goal of its, it is immersed
For There is no, impending doom
No reason for you to walk out of this room
With that equivocative expression on your face”
She said pulling me into an embrace
I felt at peace
Tears came as an emotional release
as she said
“No matter how unsettling life maybe
For i love you and you love me
You must pull through
This sunday morning gloom”
I felt to the ground and pled
Life is meaningless
But with you in it, seems endless
Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 12:53 AM UTC
The autumn leaves
Red and bold
a slight breeze
One that’s cold
A legacy written in gold
For this is a story
Un-told
Signiori,
This darkness engulfs me
This peace
A plentiful caprice
Its beautiful
To not appreciate it
So undenyingly painful
A thousand knits to knit
There are
And long way to go
A lot to know
A lot to undergo
Lighting up a cigar
sitting on the floor
Telling stories
Never told before
Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 12:51 AM UTC
It’s gonna rain blood tonight
At midnight
blood like wine
Stars forced to shine
By the decapitated head of Saint Valentine
I look at you
Eyes full of tears
My pain so fierce
I whisper a fond adieu
And all night
I bleed out of my eyes
Oh Aphrodite
your beguiling lies
And tear-rain vice
For all those times
And these crimes
Blood falls
Like cannon *****
Blood like wine
Truly divine
Apr 10, 2020
Apr 10, 2020 at 12:50 AM UTC
Im high
Not on Drugs of any kind type or form
Forming is A Thunderstorm
I Hear things outside
The time was right
It was midnight
I didnt fear death or suicide
Maybe it’s time i had died
Don’t you worry
Please Don’t hurry
On the Contrary
Look at the irony
U have broken my heart in a way too many
It hurt so bad it made me smile
No i’m not hostile
I’ll walk you down the aisle
Abandoned i stood,
On that hard cold wood
Loneliness and emptiness consumed me
I can’t be free
Why is life not easy
B U T
I could never take that smile away,
I am not gonna be a runaway
For the carousel never stops turning
And My eyes Burning
Apr 9, 2020
Apr 9, 2020 at 2:59 PM UTC