I learn to dance with the wind.
I learn to scream out loud.
I learn to write down my illusions;
And I learn listen with my heart.
But why is it so hard
To be the one who lives the life
In chaos?
And why is it so hard to live the life
In utter solitude?
I am in confusion on what to live.
But then again i realize,i live them both
Which makes it even harder.
I am not prepared.
I am not prepared
For the world's rising waves.
The waves, that will sooner crash
Unto my sleepless soul.
I'll wake up soaked with my own dreams,
Or should I say,nightmares masked by my daydreams.
I walk the shore of obscurity,
And I fly the depths of my world.
I'll drown myself in a cheap bottle of wine,
And I'll fall asleep on the sight of glimmering reflection of water.
I'll loose myself in the sound of music
And leave trails of obvious insanity.
This insanity is my remedy.
Aside from the cruel world I live.
I dive into to water without second thoughts
I am chaotically peaceful.
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 4:39 AM UTC
Everybody wanted to fly.
To all my people always wanted to try.
We wanted to see the world that lies beaneath us.
They wanted to feel how it was.
I have cherished you for so long my darling
But you came to leave without a warning.
Slowly without anybody watching
Although that was what you thought,Clearly I was crying.
My my,how beautiful was to be on top of everything
Feel the cool air on your skin,that was rushing.
The veins that savored every blood that passed
Just like the woman in the car whose car just crashed.
Adrenaline spreading all over my body is inevitable.
Like the past is just unalterable.
We always wanted to see the world's vulnerability
So they flew away,taking themselves a man's superiority.
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 2:52 AM UTC
There's light at the end of the tunnel
This is what you've been taught
This is what you hope for
This is your wish
Wish
Wishes don't came true
this is just a fairy tale
No huntsman to save you
Never was a Superman
No Arthur to pardon you
Your sins are your own
Your vessel to wear
your skin
they feed on you
Define you
Leach on your soul
You opened the gates of hell
now the devil is upon you
not us
Upon you
So you turn back to God with shame
but he wouldn't talk to you
you seek more
Weep more
You hope for mercy
You wish for heaven
but heaven!
Heaven is already gone
Heaven doesn't exist
Heaven didn't exist
heaven was never here
you opened the gates of hell
now you wish for heaven
but wishes!
Wishes are just fairy tales
There never here
they were never here
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 2:30 AM UTC
Oh, little blind girl
who I used to be,
tell me now
what is it that I see?
Oh, little blind girl
so little and so bright
why did you leave me
without a single fight?
Oh, little blind girl
why has it been so long,
since you've decided
to write another song?
Oh, little blind girl
what is it that I've done,
to make you hide
why did you run?
Oh, little blind girl
who can now see
where are you at
inside of me?
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 2:29 AM UTC
*
In my darkest days, I held you beneath my warmth.
You indulged me with your feverish hunger.
You embraced me with your piercing emotions.
You were immune to my changeable disease.
I came to a realization that you were my muse,
the best rainbow I received……….
You told me that I was part of your soul.
To me you’re the fuel to my rusty engine,
The energy to my thirsty being,
And the light of my darkened soul.
*
© Pax
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 2:28 AM UTC
I sit alone watching the stars above.
As the breeze caresses my hair and touches my skin.
I thought of you.
I'm waiting for a miracle,
Sweep me of my feet
Fly me to the stars.
Take my breath away.
Look deep into my eyes
And tell me you feel the same way.
I want to run away from everything.
I want to run away with you.
I know it doesn't make sense
But sometimes,things just have to happen.
Without a valid reason to satisfy our minds.
I'll go anywhere as long as i'm with you.We'll climb a tree and wait for the sun to set.
We'll walk by the shore and hold hands
Let the moon follow us.
Let the world revolve around us.
Let people wonder why we're together.
Tell me i'm beautiful even if I feel I'm not.
Love the insecurities I possess
Miraculously be with me.
Be in my life,be a part of my future.
I want to travel time with you.
The luxury that we'll always have is each other's heart.
Even time can't make our love fade.
That eagerness and gleam in your eyes flash right at me.
I open my eyes,
I see the sky full of hopes and dreams.
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 2:27 AM UTC