All i require is peace
i desire to preserve my sanity
but my demons won't allow me
i'm detereorating to nothing
but insanity..
a series of calamities
going through my brain
dark shadows and screams of agony
paint a picture
if you can imagine the pain
I shut my eyes tightly in vain attempt to
hold back these waters
i'm a butter little too late
as they have already crossed the eyelid boarder
and flow relentlessly
... curled up in a corner
it feels like mental torture
paint a picture
if you can imagine the pain..
beside me , lies a once white handkerchief
now crimson
one can't really tell the original colour of it as it is drenched with blood , parts of it diluted with tears..
i try to say smile through the ********
but.. happiness and pain will never cohere
especially when the pain is severe..
paint a picture..
if all of this sounds clear...
Feb 16, 2022
Feb 16, 2022 at 4:44 PM UTC
I zone in , i zone out
im in a state of distress
my anxiety is a mess
but im still caught up in your love..
day in day out
seeking answers , what i did wrong
where it all went astray..
for days i felt numb
i now knew how Cinderella felt when the magic was all gone..
They say if you love something let it go..
if you love someone set them free
but no one told me that
It's harder to heal
than it is to ****
I still..reminisce.
- M i y a g i ♡
Dec 29, 2020
Dec 29, 2020 at 11:15 AM UTC
".untitled"
I believe it was love at first sight
there were multiple names on my names
on my list , but with him i believed i could connect with..
I remember when he looked me right in the eye and said "you hazel eyes are full of language, unsang lyrics and unsaid words.." never have i felt anything so true and deep..
A man with no complications
His cologne caused consternation
up in space lied my constellation
conversations , about our situations, temptations, we seeked to find an elevation..
Oh but he held back what he felt inside..
and i held back what i felt inside..
This is a story of two minds
masking what is real , how they feel
while simultaneously trying to unwind
each other's minds..
But time has no mercy , it passes like flows
as there were no feelings expressed or confessed, one exited leaving the other desperate
searching for a detriment
what he did wasn't comprihend...
- m i y a g i.♡
Dec 23, 2020
Dec 23, 2020 at 7:48 AM UTC
I remember everything as if it was yesterday
when i first saw you , love at first glance..
when i turned to look again , our eyes met..
I found myselft gazing on your bambi and slightly mono black eyes..
As i reminisce...
when we first talked , i got lost in your eyes ,
your flamingo pink lips , your spring-curly hair
and your indescribably magnetic scent..
seeing you on that skateboard, flashing smiles as if they were meant for me to drool over ,
i slowly went head over heels for you..
As i reminisce...
Me knowing you , or at least i thought i did..
midday till night , verbal elation , relaxation and conversations so deep it felt like i have known you for so long..yet we only met a few hours ago..
As i reminisce...
that starry night at the park , first time you put your arms around me..a touch as gentle as the brush of a butterfly's wing and your lips against mine like galaxies colliding..
As i reminisce...
Nov 13, 2020
Nov 13, 2020 at 7:29 PM UTC
Love is.. well..
we all know how the story goes
glances at each other , she's ephemeraly treated like a rare rose.. she lets him in even though she's been torn like an old blouse left in the cold..
Promises are made , honeymoon phase , smooth pace.. Love is a helpless romantic , with a series of chances , first comes magic then comes sadness , i know it sounds tragic and love will leave you nostalgic..
Don't we all wish that love had a trial run
so you know what you're jumping into
cause love is anything but simple not like poppin a pimple..
You will never know what you're tryna get into
in order to keep it , you give it your all , you give it your all , including your temple
cause a person's motive will forever be sinful..
this has never been told..
like money , love comes and goes..
feelings fade like the colors of worn out clothes..
the truth is hot
the truth is cold..
if you want love..
you gotta be bold..
- M i y a g i ♡
Nov 8, 2020
Nov 8, 2020 at 10:57 AM UTC