forever never ends
so why did ours?
i stay up all night
thinking of you,
but i know i never once
cross your mind.
you're gone for good,
dead without really being gone.
haunting my dreams like a ghost
in an old house.
sometimes i think i hear the wind whispering your name.
Apr 18, 2025
Apr 18, 2025 at 6:49 AM UTC
loving him was red.
all she saw was red
as his words sank in,
"you'll never be as pretty
as those other girls."
but she knew he was
right.
loving him was orange.
all she saw was orange
as the sun came up at 5am.
she waited all night for a
simple text that never came.
loving him was yellow.
all she saw was yellow
as the bruises he gave her
healed. "i'm fine," she said,
"i just fell again."
loving him was green.
all she saw was green
as she laid on the grass
outside of his house.
she passed out there, drunk
and alone. just wanting him
to come outside and tell her
everything was fine.
and that he didn't sleep
with the other girl.
(he never did)
loving him was blue.
all she saw was blue
when he left her for the
other girl. an all too
familiar color, one that
matched the bruises on
her skin. but this bruise
was internal, on her heart.
one nobody could see.
loving him was indigo.
all she saw was indigo
as the sun fell behind the
trees and in came the night
time breeze. she sat alone on
her rooftop as she thought how
things would be if she hadn't
been so blind to see that he
wasn't good for her.
loving him was violet.
all she saw was violet
as she remembered his
favorite color. the color
she once adored that was now
set to flames as she watched
every memory she had of him
burn away.
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 2:24 AM UTC
i write every day,
i have a lot to say.
not all of it is good,
mainly bad.
i can't help that i'm always sad.
but,
one day my words will be the only part of me,
the only thing left of me for people to see.
it will sit there as a reminder,
a reminder of what once was.
a girl who felt too much,
then felt nothing at all.
a waste of time,
a waste of space.
given everything,
then gave it all away.
it wasn't her fault,
she didn't know life would be so cruel.
she didn't know that boy would break her heart.
she didn't know someone she trusted could betray her.
and worst of all,
she didn't know she'd be her own worst enemy.
let these words serve as a reminder of the girl you've lost.
Feb 10, 2019
Feb 10, 2019 at 2:14 AM UTC
certain things are special things
whether it be a song you love to sing,
or your mom's special ring,
it never gets old.
maybe it's a quote from your favorite book,
or, from your loved one, that special look.
it never gets old.
but sometimes feelings start to fade away,
not as special when you're old and gray.
and **** before you know it,
you're getting old.
Dec 19, 2018
Dec 19, 2018 at 2:12 AM UTC
i've fallen in love with someone
through their words before.
it did not work out
for us.
lately i've fallen in love
with another person's words,
but his words are about someone else.
he doesn't even know me,
he doesn't read my words.
i wonder if i was to send a simple,
"hey",
if things could work for us.
Nov 26, 2018
Nov 26, 2018 at 3:55 AM UTC
and if i was to pour my heart out to you,
would you pick me too?
or would you go back to her,
like you have over and over?
Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 3:28 AM UTC
she loved someone who didn't love himself.
he was in love with drinking and drugs,
and it blinded him from, her, the one good thing he had.
but once he could finally see clear,
he took his own life.
he took himself away from her.
and now she's left to wonder,
did he ever love her at all?
and will she ever love again?
can she ever love again?
Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 3:25 AM UTC
and i cant help but feel this isn’t how things are supposed to be.
cause you’re with her and not with me.
and all my thoughts began to build,
i see her shoes could never be filled.
and here i am, all alone, crying to some stupid
songs,
i dont know what i did, please tell me where i went wrong.
im not seeing all my mistakes
and as i cry, my heart just breaks.
but you, you’re laughing with her
and yeah it hurts, but it’s fine, i’m sure,
you’re happier with that girl who wouldnt give you anything and sure,
you’re happy with that stupid girl,
while i’d give you the whole **** world.
“oh she loves me” that’s what you’ll say
but is love hurting someone every day?
and every time i see you smile i can’t help but wonder,
are your tears your rain and sobs your thunder?
you love her, but i know that can’t be true
because the way i see it this story should end with me and you.
but that won’t happen, not a chance
so i’ll sit back while you’re stuck in her trance.
and i’m falling,
falling,
but that’s okay.
i just hope you find your freedom some day.
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 3:02 AM UTC
i am pathetic
for loving you.
you are pathetic
for loving her.
she is pathetic
for loving him.
he is pathetic
for loving her while you do too.
it is pathetic how you don't see what's right in front of you.
Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 12:44 AM UTC
i wish i knew before i decided to fall for you.
i wish i knew you weren't going to catch me.
sometimes i'm so stupid,
caring for people who don't care for me.
who won't care for me.
and as i watch you laugh with her,
i feel worse.
i feel *****
disgusting.
i begin to break myself down
because i know that i will never be
as pretty as her,
or be the reason for your laugh.
it's been said they call it a crush
because it's always the person you
fall for who crushes your heart.
little did i know,
they'd been right all along.
you crushed me.
Oct 7, 2018
Oct 7, 2018 at 3:20 AM UTC