Go ahead and call me fake
Tell me how much you think I hurt you
But don't for a second think you aren't a petty liar
Don't you dare think you didn't ruin your own relationship
And for the love of God, leave me the hell alone
Because you know **** well you can't fix what you broke
Nov 24, 2016
Nov 24, 2016 at 11:01 PM UTC
You're so pretty
They're lying
I know
I'm so self confident
No you aren't
I'm almost pompous
I thought you hated yourself
My confidence lies in my appearance
Rarely
But not usually in my actions
You hate everything you do
A persona
A lie
A poser, if you will
Oh, but none of that matters when you say you love yourself
The thoughts are passing
Intrusive
*Just a bit of anxiety*
I wish you could see how it feels
It's not the normal self hate
Not when you pretend
So surprise, my friends
You're queen is living a lie
And once you've read this
She'll pretend it never happened
May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 10:01 PM UTC
It's nice to know I can no longer look to you for comfort
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 4:46 PM UTC
It's funny you called out "guilt tripping" when that's precisely what you did...
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 12:52 AM UTC
A painted image
False happiness as people tell me I'm amazing
And a pre-written set of lines to keep me going
I wish I had their humility
That I didn't rethink myself daily
That my mind didn't relapse into hate
I don't look in the mirror because I'm afraid of what I'll see
I don't stare closely at my body or I'll point out my flaws
And I force my mind to call me beautiful until I believe it again
"I wish I had your confidence"
Do you wish you had such hard relapses of hate
And to doubt your own thoughts until you wish you were so much different
Feb 23, 2016
Feb 23, 2016 at 11:30 PM UTC
It's darker than usual behind these eyelids tonight
There's a burning sensation behind every blink
And a heartache of loss with every beat
You used to tell me happy new year
Greet me with enthusiasm not even I had
And say goodbye to a year of great memories
But this time you didn't
There was no text with hidden glee
I won't get a greeting with a smile
Or a goodbye to the worst year of our life
Instead you said goodbye to me
You said goodbye to everything
And in your words you left or shattered hearts,
And a bowl of unintentionally broken promises
Jan 1, 2016
Jan 1, 2016 at 1:35 AM UTC
Your final battle was cut short by fate's last attack
The combination of cancer and infections dealing you your final blow before you could be mended by your sweet Nurse Joy
You better protect your precious Pikachu with your wandering soul
Not even your pokeball can protect it from a fatal fall
As there's no more trainer to rush it to your favorite Pokecenter once more
Worry not about your precious Pokémon, the best rival I could ask for is watching them over
Keeping thunder bolt in perfect form as you watch from your reserved seat up high
Worry not about your friends, or the Pokémon you raised from their eggs
This broken Nurse Joy shall keep them aligned
For she'll send them back to you when they're ready
Dec 25, 2015
Dec 25, 2015 at 12:35 AM UTC
I could feel the powder on your skin
The absence of your soul
And the lack of life in your existence
You looked like a doll of wax
Posed and examined by strangers who barely cared
Placed in your casket by unforgiving hands
I shan't forget the juice stain across the front of your hat
The spot of blood on the back
Or even the clip you attached all those years ago
I'll return to you someday in the future
And when we touch, I won't allow your skin to seem fake for even a second
Dec 25, 2015
Dec 25, 2015 at 12:14 AM UTC
Every interaction was filled with irritation,
A simple reminder that you never loved me the same
So why did I bother to hold on to you
Why did you bother to sneak a glance my way
Why didn't you just say you never loved me back
Dec 25, 2015
Dec 25, 2015 at 12:03 AM UTC
I'm reminded of the pain everyday
The sounds of their sobbing running through my mind
The image of their tears flashing across my eyes
They seem to have bounced back well
Hiding the tears with a smile
Masking the pain with jokes and laughter
The hell of loss leaving no visible damage
I wonder if they remember the last conversation
The last sleepover
The last joke they shared
The last memory they took
I hope they don't have a lost promise
Or several last wishes broken by fate
A bond they could only wish was stronger
Or a conversation they wish lasted longer
I hope they get better with each passing day
Getting over the stab to the heart that came with just five words
Forgetting the hell they witnessed in that room
Forgetting the red, puffy eyes of all their friends
I believe they can get stronger
Forget the pain as time goes on
Remember the fun they had together
And never regret all the things they'd never done
Dec 23, 2015
Dec 23, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC