You see red
This has gotten out of our head
I see you
I feel you
Your here next to me
It’s like we're under the sea
Your fingers discover my waist
Making me feel embraced
Your lips discover my soul
We have control
Our bodies dance in the moonlight
Perfectly tight
It’s us and only us
**** the world
You push your hair back
Then we attack
You say this is happiness
Not because I’m barely dressed
Just because I’m yours
Because we’re our favourite flavours
Your skin tastes like pina colada
Let’s worry about nada
My soul so delicate
So far from hate
Destiny brought us here
You kiss away my fear
Pump up our love
It’s like our drug
You may be a wanted man
But tonight you're just my man
Let’s play with fire
Let’s keep going higher
It’s all for love
Fly me above
I love all the words you said
While I was kissing your neck
Aug 2, 2020
Aug 2, 2020 at 1:25 PM UTC
You are gone
So I write
If you love me again
I will write
I ruined it all
So I write
When I am with tears in my eyes
I will write
If you happen to love another
I will write
You were all I had
So I write
Because words are the only one to do the job
The only thing I have left
So what ever happens again
I will write all my pain
Jul 10, 2020
Jul 10, 2020 at 5:06 AM UTC
The story of my life
Is me dreaming about what I can't have
Love me love me
But I'm not the one you want to keep
Can't control this heat
Jul 6, 2020
Jul 6, 2020 at 11:23 AM UTC
That empty whole in my stomach is expanding
Am I that commanding?
My light is slowly shutting down
Soon I will make no sound
There all so immature
I wonder if I will find a cure
Maybe I will not last
Haunted by my past
I can feel my heart slowly break
I’m always awake
Maybe I’m just foolish or clueless
Maybe I’m just useless
I have to stop making stupid excuses
For letting other people leave me bruises
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 9:32 AM UTC
They look at me from across the dinner table
Trying to give me another label
Selfish, hypocrite, complex
What's next?
If only you could see
What this life is doing to me
You ask me what's wrong
The answer you don't want to belong
But I know it will be
I can't live a life that troubles me
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 9:10 AM UTC
We don't stand a chance
But are hearts keep on loving to dance
What would it be
If you could stop loving me
Here you are
Whatever happens you're my star
Even though you broke my heart
You're my only art
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 9:06 AM UTC
If only they could see
Life has been ******* with me mentally
I can’t get out of this no more
Crying on the ****** bathroom floor
Hoping you could see
What the devil wants to do to me
Depression has me
It won’t set me free
That’s all you don’t see
If only you knew
The terrible thoughts I had since i’ve become blue
If only you could feel
The feeling of never being able to heal
Every Night I pray
That one day
You’ll see
You’ll understand
That life never happened as planned
Jun 29, 2020
Jun 29, 2020 at 8:54 AM UTC
My world stopped turning months ago
I fell right below
But when I woke up the next morning
The birds were still singing
The sky was still blue
Airplanes still flew
People were continuing their lives
They kept on living their careers
Time didn't stop
Tik tok went the clock
Smiles were still outside
As well as cries
But the second I woke up
I didn't believe in my luck
Life didn't end
But mine did
Apr 26, 2020
Apr 26, 2020 at 8:50 AM UTC
It was 1 am when I decided to see the stars rain
An august night once again
Summer dreams escape the sky
Suddenly I don’t want to cry
The universe delivers it’s melody
I let go unconditionally
Apr 9, 2020
Apr 9, 2020 at 10:31 AM UTC
Where did you go?
I have been missing you. You know?
What happened to you? Did life destroy you that bad?
Remember when we would dance in our room and dream of growing up.
I wish somebody would have told us that the future would hurt.
Remember those endless playdates with your friends everyday afterschool?
When homework wasn’t a thing.
When boys didn't matter that much.
When we didn't care what people said about us.
When were free and life was so easy.
But after all we wanted to grow up. We dreamed of it.
And,well, here we are. I miss you. You were good to me.
I do have question for you. Was I always so sad?
Would mean a lot if you could let me know.
XOXO
Older you ;)
Apr 6, 2020
Apr 6, 2020 at 7:10 AM UTC
