and we lied there
a bundle of limbs and skin
and I didn't know
where I stopped
and you began
Dec 1, 2020
Dec 1, 2020 at 4:23 AM UTC
don't leave me out
don't let me down
don't promise me you'll be around
take me with you
take my hand
I don't wanna be home alone
these days
show me you love me
show me you care
I don't want to lose you
I'm so scared
Apr 14, 2019
Apr 14, 2019 at 4:32 AM UTC
you were the first one
to break my heart
but I still want you
to be the one
who puts it back together
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 10:32 AM UTC
all those little moments
meant the world to me
were nothing for you
and I know
you don't miss me
the way I miss you
Sep 13, 2018
Sep 13, 2018 at 1:56 PM UTC
you're a lightning
beautiful
and unpredictable
you light up my world
and I love the sound of your thunder
but at the same time
I know
you have the power
to destroy me
within seconds
and it scares me
that I'm willing
to live
with this fear
for you
Sep 11, 2018
Sep 11, 2018 at 2:14 PM UTC
I think about you
more than you
will ever know
I think about you
when I’m travelling
to cities
I know
you would've liked
I think about you
when no one
wants to support me
because you
were the only one
always
I think about you
when my mom
lights a cigarette
because
I don't want
to loose her
the same way
I lost you
I think about you
when I´m drinking coffee
with my granny
thinking about
how we used
to chat
for hours
we three
you somehow
understood me
even though
I wasn't saying much
I think about you
when I´m listening
to worship songs
because I prayed
for you
and your life
I think about you
when I´m looking at you bracelet
which is now
around my wrist
instead of yours
I think about you
and how
you will never know
that I will always think about you
and how I will never forget you
Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 5:49 PM UTC
why are you still
appearing in my dreams
when I haven’t seen you
in so long
why
are you still on my mind
when I buried my feelings
a long time ago
why
do I feel like I’m still
so close to you
even though we stopped
sharing moments
such a long time ago
Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 1:52 PM UTC
I thought I am better
thought I was stronger
I thought
this one time
I did well
I thought
this is it.
this is
what I am good at
but I am not.
I thought
this one time
I'm not average
but as always
I was wrong
As always
I am not outstanding
not perfect
not good enough
always okay
sometimes good
but never
never the best
Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 5:44 PM UTC
I write poetry because
I have the need to bring me
To this world
I write poetry because
I have to discover
Who I am
I write poetry because
I want to reconstruct
My body, mind and soul
I write poetry because
I’m trying to find
My way back home
I write poetry because
I know that there is something
Beyond my body that beats
Subtly to come out
Yes I write poetry because
If I did not
I would never know
Who I am
Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 5:20 PM UTC
my days are full of sunshine
bright and hot rays
not a single cloud
in heavenly blue sky
and here I am
despite all the light
finding comfort in the dark
want to keep dancing in the rain
under a grey cloudy sky
Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 4:22 PM UTC