she was the moon
radiating the night sky
and dancing among the stars
you were the darkness
the shadow that waxed and waned
through the phases of her life
she grew to believe
that your presence
is what made her whole
but like the full moon
she shone brightest
without you
x.
Oct 30, 2025
Oct 30, 2025 at 9:04 AM UTC
someday it will
come again.
someday someone
will come in.
a star
with the deepest depths in the eyes
with the gentlest of breaths
and endless soul in the smile
one day
i'll forgive this pain
not forget -
forgive.
Oct 30, 2025
Oct 30, 2025 at 9:00 AM UTC
there's always that phase in life that we never get used to.
like a favorite song, we rewind it and let the notes break us.
Oct 30, 2025
Oct 30, 2025 at 8:47 AM UTC
I wish i could drown in a pool of the words you said to me so they can fill me up one more time
Oct 27, 2020
Oct 27, 2020 at 8:21 AM UTC
each & every memory of you fulfills my heart but hurts it too
Oct 24, 2020
Oct 24, 2020 at 3:02 AM UTC
i’d swim through vast oceans, even fly through never ending skies- i’d walk every inch of this **** place if it meant that i could see you, if it meant that you could stay.
Oct 24, 2020
Oct 24, 2020 at 2:59 AM UTC
My heart is a black hole
Terrifying as it ***** up all the too great emotions for my wellbeing.
Sometimes, it seems too small.
seeming as if it will explode with enthusiasm.
But as it continues to soak up all things,
engulfing love & hate & everything stronger,
the bad outweighs the good.
Most days,
I fear this black hole may be too big for me
& far too weak to sustain such precious things.
i think it may carry the power to obliterate everything wrong in this world if you let it. However,
I Let everything bad obliterate it instead.
Aug 2, 2019
Aug 2, 2019 at 6:51 PM UTC
Life would be so much easier if I was dead
But I’m not suicidal
so I have to deal with the consequences.
May 27, 2019
May 27, 2019 at 11:07 AM UTC
This apartment can't remember you because you were never in it.
This room you never stayed in
this new bed You never layed in
And with these new sheets
the lingering scent of you can't disturb my peace...
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 10:51 AM UTC
Just 12, I looked up to you;
I expected you to show me right from wrong,
And I expected you to look after me.
To teach me how to fend for myself,
Because one day no one else would.
Instead you did the opposite.
You violated me, humiliated me, Scarred me
and made me afraid in my own home.
Your touch sent my body trembling
My skin crawling
Trying to get away but too petrified to move.
I felt disgusted
Not only with what you did
But for what I didn’t do.
I was ashamed
that I was too much of a coward
to stop you, or to try to.
I was ashamed
that I was to much of a coward
To take it to court,
But I couldn’t look at you.
I didn’t want to be in the same room as you
Because Just feeling your eyes on me
I felt stripped and vulnerable.
***** bc i can still feel your hands all over me.
And I felt stupid- sitting there in the tub
Aching to feel pure again.
And for the first time in my life
I was scared to touch my own body,
Terrified to touch the same areas you touched;
But you touched every part of me that morning.
After finally getting the nerve to clean myself
I didn’t want to stop.
Yet no matter how hard I scrubbed
I couldn’t scrub away the feeling of your filthy fingers against my terrified trembling skin.
I pray that the things you did
Are engraved in your memory.
Because you knew what you were doing
And I did nothing wrong.
The things I know you’re capable of Haunt me.
I want that and the recollections of that morning to effect you in unimaginable ways.
I’m hoping it’s effecting you now
and I want it to affect you the rest of your life.
I want it to always be in the back of your head
And because I was too much of a coward
to face you in court,
I hope just the thought of what you did
to your little sister is enough punishment.
For me- that would be justice
And for that I forgive you
You don’t deserve it
But I do
May 17, 2019
May 17, 2019 at 10:26 AM UTC