I thank God cause by His miracle,
He gave her life
Waited 33 years then
made her my wife.
Now she's my all,
my precious and sweet
I'd happily walk thru hell
with no shoes a upon my feet
Climb the highest summit
then swim a body of water-
To prove that I love her.....
I'd give my life without even a bother
For this there is no question,
or need to ask twice
My love is without limits,
& nothing I wouldn't sacrifice
With no place that far,
or ever too low
To try live without her'
Lord I'd be ready to go
Cuz nuttin could tear me away,
or make me want to quit
I know they'll be battles,
but even the worst won't change ****
All I seek is her love,
& the moments we'll share
Knowin' that I got it all
just as long as she's standin' there
We're natural born soulmates,
& are forever meant to be
'til the role is called up yonder,
& we walk into eternity
So we're in this thing together
in whatever we decide
Always pushing it to the limit.....
Say hello: to Bonnie & Clyde !!!!
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 11:57 PM UTC
I heard the ole man talkin-
so like usual - I stopped to listen
He was all worked up 'bout simple things
like family, a home, even huntin' & fishin'
Sick & tired of livin' this " New Age"
feelin' like things just move too fast
That cane poles & ol dirt roads
were quickly becomin' a thing of the past
After a moment he said " I sure miss the ol' days
back when I was just a boy... "
When neighbors -they knew each other
& the people - they felt genuine joy.
Joy passed through the generations
of pure - good ole country livin;
Where Christmas was more 'bout one another
than gifts you'd been given
At supper - families would all sit-
& daddy she'd be the one to pray
Asking " Lord forgive us of our sins
& bless this ole dirt where we stay"
Then daybreak , people were up - n - at - em
ready to take on their tasks
Never shying from a chore - you see -
they were cut from a cloth that would last
But you're talkin' 'bout a time when -
respect - that was a must
And men only said things once -
never stand there & fuss
See - those men - America
was built off their shoulders
Always providin' for family- for country-
they were honorable soldiers!
Then a smile touched his eyes & he said
" I sure could use some ol front porch sittin'
with just my woman- the kids - & the dog"
**** wouldn't that be fittin'?
Cuz the way this life is headin'
I just don't think I fit anymore
Like maybe - my time has come & gone
just like the ****** ol' Dinosaur
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 11:55 PM UTC
Was living just fine
doing the most.
Got caught at my crime,
now I'm doing jost.
I'm back to the cell ,
& alone in my thoughts.
No way to make bail,
no matter the cost.
Cuz prole got a hold,
I'm here to stay.
Lord knows I've been told,
still I'm living this way.
Can't tell me nuttin,
I'm living to fast.
Every corner I'm cuttin',
with my foot on the gas.
Need to find new road,
then change my life.
Learn to do as I'm told.
Maybe become Barney Fife.
When I get to that point,
everything will be sweet.
I can pull on my joint,
with no shoes on my feet.
Still holding my hand,
is miss Kyrie Nicole.
It's me she can't stand,
or so I've been told.
It's just the way things are,
Cuz I make her sick.
Like when you play a guitar,
you must use a pick.
Still she's my girl,
& always will be.
I'd gladly give her the world,
because I'm her Dad-dy.
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 11:52 PM UTC
How can we ever fully
count the cost
When your life-long goals
seems t'have been lost
Can really be the person we
know that we should
Or change our coarse &
get back to good
They say Jr. you just
have to make up your mind
But how? When it looks my chances
have been left behind
In so, where do you find a smile
to put on your face?
When the truth is on the inside it
feels I've fallen from Grace
Lord will I ever be able to find
my way back home
Or stay stuck in this place where
hope is dead and gone
Wouldn't it be easier to just turn
back the hands of time
Or maybe cause a train to
stop on a dime
Should I just quit & throw up
my hands
Or cry out to Jesus & finally
take a stand
Learning that if I fall to
get back up again
And that if I pray without
cease the devil can never win
Reach out to God knowing He'll
take me by the hand
Then show me how to live &
finally be a man!
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 11:49 PM UTC
It's much different this time
but definitely I feel this Winds of Change
Breakin' apart my life again
Allowing me to see through slow movin' frames
Bringin' everything into focus somehow
like it was always meant to be
A chance to leave behind my pain & sufferin'
I feel this time I may just be set free
Love has lifted my spirits
& conquered the unwanted sadness
Givin' me a new found hope
with a never before found gladness
This one is overwhelming
worthy of me to sing praises for
Overcomin' the destruction
that once knocked at my door
here is a road with no pleasure
or comfort in fatherin such foolish games
This time I can feel joy
Blowin' through the Wings of Change
Helpin' carry me to victory
where for once I can stand & shout
Knowin' I've finally defeated my demons
where before its was a never ending bout
Livin' in field of dreams
through redemption with a whole new beginin'
Where Heaven's in the palm of my hand
& nothin' can keep me from winnin'
Not haunted by the past or lookin'
to the future with fear in my eye
Instead learnin' to be grateful with-
" I love u Lord" part of my daily reply
Havin' been released from my shackles
Able to walk free of my chains
Believin' upon God's miracles
and acceptin' these Wings of Change
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 11:47 PM UTC
If my days on Earth were at an end
& For me there were no tomorrow
Would you be able to pick up the pieces & move on
or would you lay down & die from the sorrow
Really give it some thought & when you speak
try & truly open your heart
Imagine that such a day is here
then tell me - where would you start
Would you spend your days in tears-
Cryin' with your head in your hands
or would our love die with me
allowin' you to start on a new sets of plans
Buildin' a new life - with a family
eventually even find a new friend
Until my seat winds up taken
& I'm no longer -m " The best there's ever bee
Instead I'll fade into the distance
As someone once part of your past
Never did I fancy myself as your first
Just really believed that I'd die as your last
Now what we have that would live through eternity rding
Even after it was buried and gone
And that you would never crossed that line
Always considering that as doin' me wrong
Happy riding out your days
Livin' off the love that we shared
With each passing year becoming the testimony
Givin' an account of how much that you cared
or that prove selfish- accomplishing nothin'-
except for to stand in your way
If so - I'm unable to say I'm sorry
cuz in your heart-always-you promised I'd stay
See-you once showed me it was just you and I
& past that-I can't see any farther
I'd have to ask the Lord to close the windows of Heaven
If ever-I had to See-you with another
So I swear to love you fully- with each day
I'm allowed to beg,steal,or borrow
knowin' that time is of the essence
& that no one is promised tomorrow
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 11:43 PM UTC
Without her-there's no
tellin' where I'd be
I'd be tossed by waves &
forever lost at sea
Self-destructive & barely
clinging to life
My spirits turned ugly
full of envy & strife
Not knowing direction or the
purpose of my course
The highway to hell- my
throttle full force
That light within me-gone-
with my heart turned black
From all the betrayal & scars
across my back
I'd still be looking for love-
slowly loosing hope
From the drugs to depression
there's no one to help me cope
No reason to care, my life
had become a blur
Then God showed Amazing Grace
with a gift such as her
Now she's tied to my soul &
runs thicker than any blood
Washing me clean, like the Lord
did with the flood
Healing all wounds of my past
enabling me to rise above
We strengthen each other & soar
like the wings of a dove
Proving that is cover, covering
a multitude of sin
So where I thought I was broken. I
was really able to bend
No doubt you saved me- Kyrie
this I know for sure
Bringing beauty back to life & feeling
God's Grace- for me- once more
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 11:38 PM UTC
You don't have to wonder
or think that its strange
Fore time will continue to move
so the seasons must change
First the of the nights
then the change of the leaves
'Till we're caught in the life
from the webs that we weave
Not being a man who will fuss
we tend to let things roll
Until we get stuck in a spiral
& things are out of control
It's really indescribable
how it all happened so fast
Watching all of my dreams
become a thing of the past
It began by attacking my joy
slowly dimming my light
'Till it had stolen my resolve
& the will left to fight
Having lost so completely
thinking I must be to blame
I was ready to cash in my chips
& check out of the game
Then you crossed my path
& took hold of my heart
Putting an end to the misery
So " true lovin" could start
Now where this road leads
there's no way to tell
But, I know you are my salvation
that saved me from hell
And the amazing way you love me
that's just conformation
That I finally get my shot
toward the dream I've been chasin
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 11:30 PM UTC
I sometimes wonder, am
I the only one to see
That there's a monster who lives
on the inside of me?
One who tends to only grow
stronger with the passing of years
steadily setting a course
straight towards my fears
He wants for nothing
but destruction & pain
Constantly tearing apart
everything that I gain
So such is my fate
to end up alone
Trapped in a mind
that's too far gone
It's slowly deteriorating
like infected with cancer
How do I **** him?
Do you know the answer?
Please don't think it's funny
like I'm telling a joke
Cause I'm caught in a war
and loosing all hope.
Lord; these thoughts that
I harbor-cant be on my own
and no way to turn back
For the chances I've blown
Here I am,again
I'm caught in a rut
and the losses I've took
Are a shot to the gut
so maybe its time
To face the man in the mirror
put this monster to sleep
and see things more clearly
Forget pointing fingers,and
the one who's to blame
pick myself from the rut
and wash off the shame
stop looking to others
I must stand on my feet
and repent of this battle
I dare not repeat!
I'll never learn nuttin'
if unable to grow
cause we fill our own plate
with the seed that we sow
so if you truly desire
a family & home
Then let go of this Monster
and stand on your own
Nov 6, 2019
Nov 6, 2019 at 10:49 PM UTC
My thoughts began to churn rapidly,
looks like it will be one hell of a night.
I got my baby heavy on my brain,
so I pick up my pen and I start to write.
Unaware of a final destination,
my thoughts they start to flow.
But these thoughts ~ all have pictures,
so as I write ~ I enjoy the show.
Taken this ride through my thoughts,
cuz it's only here that I'm able~
to pull her deep into my arms,
and then gently kiss the lips of an angel.
So lost & in love with my thoughts,
I wouldn't sleep if i could,
Because with us this close together
my world becomes all that is should
running through thoughts that live free
where nothing could ever go wrong,
And even as my thoughts change gears,
still ~ I enjoy the ride that I'm on.
I stumble through thoughts that are so subtle & faint,
yet clearly I'm recallin' ~
just the two of us standin' alone ~
wishin' on a lucky star that had fallen.
Rapture through thoughts ~ I realize ~
I wasn't just loved ~ I was spoiled rotten.
Until humbled from the weight of such gifts,
& all the other blessings I've gotten.
Finally my thoughts happen to slow, I tire ~
thinkin' of her eyes & how they shine so bright,
Thinkin' " God I love my sweet precious"
then through my thoughts I whisper good night.
Oct 27, 2019
Oct 27, 2019 at 11:49 AM UTC