If you'll be going tomorrow
I'm gonna stop this night right here right now
If you'll be going tomorrow
I'm gonna do all the crazy **** you wanted me to do tonight
If you'll be going tomorrow
I'll woo you the hardest tonight
If you'll be going tomorrow
I'll have some of your cologne on my shirt tonight
If you'll be going tomorrow
I'll crack the lamest joke possible to make you troll me
If you'll really be going tomorrow
I'll learn to choose clothes for my own
If you'll really be going tomorrow
I'll learn to watch TV alone
If you'll really be going tomorrow
I'll learn to eat alone
If you'll really be going tomorrow
I'll learn how to fake a smile
If you'll really be going tomorrow
Only if you will
I will die at the very moment
Not my body but my soul
Burning in 1000 degree Celsius charcoal
I know you're gonna change your mind and live with me
Throw your bags and sit with me
Have a coffee sip with me
What will I do without myself
Because if you'll go tomorrow
I know I also won't be with me...
Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 6:07 AM UTC
Air is all smoke
this unlocked bedroom
and you wrapped in white sheet
I cannot see anything beyond you
This silent gaze
Screams louder than anything else
I see stars twinkling in your eyes
Could the moment be more perfect?
Your eyes screams a lot than you usually do
But I can see them peacefully settling with those stars
I can see that satisfaction in your eyes which assures me my next 50 years
You
With your messy hair
With your failed attempt of a bun
With that breathtaking smile
Are enveloping me in that perpetual embrace
I never want to escape from
Even your embrace promise me a thousand years
I envy my grey shirt
You're wearing right now
That's the only thing closer than me
I want to live this moment
forever
But how can I forget
There's nothing called forever
The **** of that cigarette I am smoking
Reminds me of my mortality
At the same time when your eyes are promising me eternity...
Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 6:06 AM UTC
I don't know
what kind of ****
I'm going through
how could someone
make me feel so lonely
I don't know
why this stuff
made me a stone faced
I don't know
you were actually mine
or not
I don't know
why you called me today
to spread salt on my wounds
or to nurture them
I thought
I forgot you
left you
much behind myself
but today
you made me realise
my mistake
yes you were
a mistake
worst one
or a beautiful one
I've ever did
I just don't know
I don't know why
you cried on line today
do I still matter to you
you are misusing
my sentiments
congrats
you made me on my knees today
again
I wanted to say, cry, shout
louder than my senses
that LEAVE ME
but I couldn't
maybe I still love you
or maybe I don't
now I'm
standing on a boundary
Which divides a valley
and a long dug well
I don't know
Which side to jump
or to walk on this boundary only....
maybe I still love you
or maybe I don't.......
Jul 24, 2017
Jul 24, 2017 at 12:21 PM UTC
She who praises me
Praises me well
Sometimes she Pampers me
Sometimes makes me feel like hell
She who praises me
Is one of a kind
Though chiseled beauty she got
She also have a mind
She who praises me
Is herself well known
Still she behaves like
Her attitude is long gone
She who praises me
Cries on what not
Then I make jokes on her
And she laughs a lot
She who praises me
Praises through her core
As she encourages me
I want to write more
She who praises me
Is not my significant other
Sometimes she be my best friend
And sometimes my mother
She who praises me
I cannot thank you more
But I'll have a corner for you
That is for sure
I wish you all the happiness
in your life
The man will be so lucky
Who will have you as his wife
Never mind I'll keep writing ****
That's from my side
And this is it…...
Jul 18, 2017
Jul 18, 2017 at 1:06 AM UTC
Live a little
For the world wants you to die
Laugh a little
For the world wants you to cry
****** your share
For someone else is having your joy
Breathe fresh air
And don't let anyone treat you like a toy
Try new things
For the cosmos is full of variety
Choose if you want to
But no need to feel anxiety
Leave your world full of fantasies
And see the world for a while
You'll find darkness for sure
But in the end you will smile
Not because you'll get something funny
Because you’ll know
How to get bees out of honey
And then when you think
That you've seen infinity
The world will show you a new possibility
For this is how it works
And get things done
So always remember
There is a soothing moon for every burning sun......
Jul 17, 2017
Jul 17, 2017 at 1:54 PM UTC