Sadness and joy
Boldness and coy
I try to protect what you can destroy
You open and I close
Dangerous thorns on a gorgeous rose
You try to hide what the world wants to expose
Chaos and stability
Fighting our tranquility
Together, we head into the world of invincibility
Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 8:38 PM UTC
This is where I love
Boston
The frigid cold, the night lights
Bring out the adventure in us, the child in us
As we run through the streets
Free
As we explore our city, blaze new paths only we've walked
Where we can lay together, falling into an uninterrupted slumber
Where can can love at the top of our lungs in the hot rain
This is when I love
Young, but bold
Figuring each other's past out
Looking into the uncertain future
Clawing, pushing, fighting our way forward
When it all could end instantly, that's when we love
When things are still dangerous, when things can go wrong
We love when we don't know what's next, when we are still in love
This is what I love
The smile on your face, the glance you give me
The little smirk that no one else could see
The winks, the touch, the hand in mine
The tongue in my mouth, the lips on my cheek
The hugs that you give, the hurt when you leave
This is who I love
You
Your golden blonde hair as it blows in the wind
The edgy red tips that shine in the light
You love me when others would turn away
And you cry when you think you've hurt me
As I do the weirdest things you kiss me more
Watch me sleep and hold me still
The bluest eyes
This is why I love
Because no one deserves it more
Because in my darkest times you were there
Because I swore I would change you for the better
Because I need you to satisfy my addiction
I love you because you don't judge me for who I am
Because I can be myself and not have a fear in the world
Because I know that no matter what
At the end of the day, I'll at least have you
I'll at least have you to send me a text
You to say hello
You to give me the most basic love that I don't get
I love you in Boston
I love you when we're afraid and unsure of where to go
I love your smile as I tickle you
I love you
Because you love me
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 12:27 AM UTC
It's quiet
So, so quiet
I hear nothing but the tick tock
tick tock, tick tock
I live for the tick tock
tick tock, tick tock
Coming home, I see you
What a strong knot you have around your neck
I can almost see the veins burning into the fibers
What a precarious position your body swings
Tick tock, Tick tock
Your feet dangle
Obsessively grasping for the ground
Tick tock, Tick tock
You falter, you drop
Tick Tock, Tick Tock
My love for you will not stop
TICK Tock, TICK Tock
Wait, I'll be home soon
TICK TOCK, TICK TOCK
Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 7:31 PM UTC
I treasure my treasure chest
For treasuring treasure chests leads to pleasure -- the best
The treasure in my treasure chest I treasure because it's a treasure of no measure
Somehow ten cases in, there's more to discover
More to uncover about my treasure chest
On the outside, she looks like golden plated happiness
Shining with her spirit through gems of holiness
I am the key
But this treasure chest itself is not a treasure for the treasure it holds but because it is a treasure
Look at the chest
See how its been blessed
Look past the gems
And see what's repressed
It's dark ten layers down
****** grimy, and bitter
You see what's underneath wallowed in litter
But this is the true face what's treasured for pleasure
Ten layers down you find that bit of glitter
That you hold them in your palm
Trusting you with the key
That when the treasure is revealed
You will turn and be their shield
Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 9:25 PM UTC
Some how I met you
Yet
I never knew who you were
I realize this may be a shock
But
I fell in love with you at first sight
You had my insides swirling
I screamed of happiness
It is the truth
I tell you
We have each other
Forever in memories
I love you
Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 9:25 PM UTC
Kiss me harder
**** me faster
Love me now
And hold me
I'm desperate
For you and
I won't wait
Another day
To see you
In my arms
I'll text you
Now and not
Wait for later
I'll speed to
Your house
Because there
May be
No Tomorrow
This might be
Our last kiss
Our last ****
I'll be straight
With you
Live life
With an
Exclamation Point
Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 9:25 PM UTC
What can I say
You blew me away
Some how you made me
Forget yesterday
I shed away my past
One that never would last
Craziness, hatred
Something unable to grasp
Love comes and goes
But hatred comes with woes
for I hate her
From my head to my toes
She ruined my nights
Refused to hold me tight
But when you came
She even blocked the light
It saddens me that her evils reached so far
That it managed to shake us ajar
But let it be forever known
That girl, you rose the bar
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 11:16 PM UTC
Oh, how I want to sail away from here
Everything smells like fear, smells like beer
How can I sleep when I know what's going on in the next room
Laying in the darkness you just want it to go away
Every scream, every slam brings chills down your back
My toes are cold with sweat how long am I going to stay
This way let it slip and fall and hit the rack
Love is about making sacrifices, not blaming the other for all it's worth
You clean the dishes
No you're lazy
You don't care
Who took the kids out then?
I'm going to pull out my hair
Why is it that everything good on this earth is yours
Are these your kids? I gave them birth
What do you do besides run to the corner and hide behind your palm tree
Watching your own dad turn into a monster
Pushing her down, you turn and flea
How can you be a son, to watch your mother cry and feel nothing
Broken, hopeless the sky falls
Stuck looking in the mirror wondering what you've become, wondering where all your feelings have gone
Grab the keys, slam the door harder than any of them
Rationalize my actions for leaving my family alone
I've seen my sister scared for her life
I've seen my mother cry and want to **** herself
I've seen my dad hit his wife
But all I care about is myself
Listening to them until the break of dawn
Can't you see what your doing to your daughter
How can you call yourself a father
Having your wife and children hide locked in the bathroom cause you're such a bother
Maniac, but depressed what do I do
He just wanted the love of the family but not getting it through
Slamming his head on the bed frame in the daughter's view
What does it take to love someone so much
How does it become such an obligation
How do you lose that touch
Oh, I want to sail away from here
I'm never following my fathers footsteps not going to be molded into that shape
Just going to drive, going to strive for you
I've seen what I've been denied, throw it all away, living the great escape
Nov 4, 2013
Nov 4, 2013 at 8:20 PM UTC
It's something new
Yet reminiscent
It slowly creeps on you
Just like it did once before
The stars glow in her eye
Evilly pulling
Stop what you're doing
Before it turns to something you abhor
Get it out
It worms deep through
The crevices of my mind
Planting a seed
It's forbidden, unethical
Use your protection
But the craving
I can't fight the need
Save me from her wrath
And whisk me away
Hold my hands and cover my eyes
Deafen my ear from her lies
It's you I love the soil underneath
Always grounded beneath my feet
With you I keep my scarlet ties
Stopping me from my goodbyes
Sep 30, 2013
Sep 30, 2013 at 12:17 PM UTC
How am I supposed to live in this guillotine
I can't move my head
I can't do what I want
How am I supposed to live
Do I live carelessly
Screaming and shouting til my lungs bleed
Shaking and fussing in hysteria til the skin of my neck peels
Just so it can all be severed with a seamless blade
Right through my neck
The fine edges sliding through skin and bone
Leaving only my limp body
Or do I live in fear
Constantly looking up at the blade
Begging for mercy like a coward
Like a piece of ****
It looks so real
so precise and trained
Deadly and opening
It hovers above me
Waiting to fall
To claim another life
Another love
How am I supposed to live
Aug 8, 2013
Aug 8, 2013 at 3:54 PM UTC