I am ‘dying’, that’s what some say; killing beauty to leave ugliness behind.
I ‘mutilate’, though I seemed butchered before.
I ‘desecrate’, though I feel myself violated after the first blood.
I ‘poison’ myself, though I felt a venom flowing in me long before.
I **** searching for a mirage, something that isn’t meant to be.
But that’s not what I’m doing.
I trim what has been holding me down to become weightless.
I expose myself to make myself stronger and give color to a blank canvas.
I nourish myself with what my body has been craving to keep myself alive.
‘You killed her!’ some cry.
No, I am taking off the mask and shedding the skin since it was getting too stuffy to breathe.
Apr 19, 2024
Apr 19, 2024 at 9:35 AM UTC