I will not allow myself to wake up in this carousel world of marching ants that wake up every morning and do something they hate.
Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 12:12 AM UTC
ripples in the pond-
fat toad on a skinny rock
i wish he would croak
r 6/26/14
Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 12:45 AM UTC
i bet away the last of my money tonight
but I don’t mind
I bet away our love everyday
and you’re still here
so maybe itl come around in time
its not that I don’t care
about you
or money
its that I take risks
because if a risk comes back
to be in my favor
then I know
with time, you’ll come back
and be here forever
Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 1:52 AM UTC
If every beer I've finished tonight
were a finished poem
then I'd have a years worth of writing
but unfortunately
my pen just hasn't been flowing.
My minds been uneasy/
Fingers have been trembling/
Nerves never ending/
and its just been hard.
I cant seem to force all the words
that are stuck in my eyes, ears, and nose
to travel out my mouth.
So for now I'll just crack another beer
and hope the words will finally appear.
Jun 16, 2014
Jun 16, 2014 at 2:56 AM UTC
I awoke at 4am
searching frantically
for a cigarette
that i dropped in a dream
i started digging for the ashes
hoping they hadn't set fire
to my lovers arms
that lay next to me
but the only thing I found
was her telling me
that I was going crazy
and I couldn't agree more.
Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 4:26 AM UTC
It's fascinating seeing the same worn out faces
on the train
Day after day
Like a routine
Always the same sad look
same baggy eyes
burnt out from too much coffee
It's always the same dull smirk
on the few that are happy
Like a routine
The days don't change
I bet some of these people
Will die on this train
And before I know it
I'm out the doors
And off on the same routine
With tired eyes
And a worn out smile.
Jun 4, 2014
Jun 4, 2014 at 6:56 PM UTC
I sat watching
the two actors in the cold room
i was patient and calm
while they were about to
**** themselves
waiting to carry on
My instructor then said,
“I want you to ask your partner something
dark, something you would never ask them
in a million years”
the walls went quiet
and all nerves struck
like a chord
patient and calm
disappeared after he
said each of those words
One of them was shaking
while the other was grimacing
And that's when the shaking one asked,
“Have you ever thought to yourself,
maybe you'd be better off not living?”
The grimacing man,
was now blank and white
like a sheet of paper
or a snowy night
And the shaking man,
was still shaking.
Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 5:20 PM UTC
If the sun fell deep below
into
the
sea
would the moon shine bright enough
to bring you back to me?
Jun 2, 2014
Jun 2, 2014 at 2:17 PM UTC
my weary eyes have noticed
more and more
each day
you don't see in color
nor black in white
just gray
if I could lend you my eyes
id rip out each one
to help you overcome
this blindness that has stayed
its welcome way too long
bone to bone
flesh to flesh
when tomorrow comes
lets lay my body to rest
if I could wrench out my heart
id do it today
so your body would subdue
everything that's taken
the life right out of you
bone to bone
flesh to flesh
when tomorrow comes
lets lay my body to rest
whatever it takes
to make you feel okay
ill be ready to leave this earth
ill be ready to wear away
as long as you're okay
as long as you're okay
Jun 2, 2014
Jun 2, 2014 at 2:00 PM UTC
A train ride from the country side
Back to the big city
Goes slowly and effortlessly
Resembling all types of beauty
As the train ticks and ticks/
I've seen the riches of families
Who are still uneasy with life
Next I will see the poor
Who are trying to hang on ever so tight
As the train ticks and ticks/
The country hills will roll gently
and the wind will blow freely
While cigarette smoke will start to cover the lonely city
As the train ticks and ticks/
I realize the sad faces I see everywhere
Shows whether rich or poor
Tick/
Each of us has endless struggles
Tick/
That no amount of money can afford to fix.
Jun 1, 2014
Jun 1, 2014 at 2:55 PM UTC