Golden ribbon lines the room,
Sweeping eyes, impending doom,
Plastic smiles light the way
Clinking glasses, set them down,
Making jokes, inducing frowns,
Everyone's an enemy
Awaiting that one special face,
I walk around in somewhat haste,
Glancing around secretively
I close my eyes and count, one two,
Not knowing you're across the room,
It feels as if I'm lost at sea
Three and four, opened the door,
Five and six, black shoes go click,
Voices around chat mindlessly
Seven, eight, surrounded space,
Nine and ten, my eyes open,
You're still hidden, and so I plea
Ever-changing eyes seek me out,
Learned my tells, know me throughout,
I wonder now where can you be?
Till I see your smiling face,
Walking slow, a tortured pace,
Finally, you're here with me
Dresses and suits rule the pack,
A sea of jewels laced through with black,
Let's glide about like royalty
Chatting, charming as we go,
Through these crowds, I hope you know,
I'm wearing this smile for only you
Secret looks and hidden smirks,
Make this night one of the first,
It's time to float comfortably
Home again, it's nice to say,
Tonight was a sweet escape,
Did I say you looked august?
Leaving now, those playful eyes,
One last smile, it will suffice,
I shake my head, you're enchanting
{ n.j }
Dec 10, 2013
Dec 10, 2013 at 1:42 AM UTC
I don't think that you understand
that my mind
revolves around you
in the sense that you are the Sun,
and I am the Earth.
And if you are the Sun,
and I am the Earth,
that makes my thoughts the people.
The people are polluting
and weakening the Earth, darling
The Sun is slowly, but surely;
killing the Earth.
And, darling, sometimes I get scared that
the Earth is going to waste away,
and the light from the Sun,
will go out
completely.
{ n.j }
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 1:25 AM UTC
An electric shock runs deep inside me,
as my eyes reflect into yours,
returning to me
the fiery desire you hold within.
I see you; in one glance I see all of you.
Piping chills, icicles forming, a sensation
you mean always to deliver to me,
portraying your beautiful spirit.
A portal of green, snaked with dark
forests, moving me to your heart.
A comfort that exempts me
of all strain.
Like bathing in sheets
of silk.
Truly soothing.
Warming.
Chilling.
Your eyes.
{n.j}
Sep 27, 2013
Sep 27, 2013 at 7:53 PM UTC
Can I have you?
Can I have your morning eyes
and late night yawns?
Can I have your deep sighs
after a long day of work,
and joyous laughter
from watching your
favorite shows?
Can I have your frightening
holler when you’re angry,
and your low moans when
you feel pleasure?
Can I have the tears that
streak your face when
you’re down,
and the heart that beats
within you to keep you alive?
Can I have every part of you?
{n.j}
Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 4:06 PM UTC
There were times I wondered
If you were seeing the same sunsets I was
And I wanted to just call and say
The sky is on fire
It's orange and red and pink
It's really something you should see
But I'm worried it didn't quite look the same
From where you stand
From where you were
So far away from me
{n.j}
Sep 15, 2013
Sep 15, 2013 at 6:28 AM UTC
We were bound to be together,
Both said it'd be forever,
Was it love or was it lust?
Could've been just full of doubts.
He had left, I was hanging,
As volcano's of emotions start erupting,
Things change when we wish for it not,
And so the ones we learn to live with,
We end to live without.
See,
You took with you,
The me I used to be,
And left me crumbling,
Cringing,
Back into the,
Solitude,
Where there is no more me,
Or you,
Us.
{n.j}
Sep 13, 2013
Sep 13, 2013 at 9:00 AM UTC
With a glance you stole,
you, too, took away my heart.
I don’t know how you did it,
but please don’t spill the secret.
With a single touch from you,
you, too, sent shivers down my spine.
Like an electric current that went through my skin,
I felt excitement; adrenaline rush.
With a single word from you,
you, too, broke my heart.
After all, it was just for one night.
A night of passion that ends with good bye.
{n.j}
Sep 1, 2013
Sep 1, 2013 at 5:23 AM UTC
Loving you
is a bad habit
which is slowly turning into
an aching addiction.
Life becomes unbearable
without you with me here
You've been gone for two days
and already
I have been left alone
with my mind
for too long
Please come back,
you're killing me.
{ n.j }
Aug 24, 2013
Aug 24, 2013 at 8:58 AM UTC
Reasons why I write.
Why? Because in writing I can tell everything I feel using words that are so deep for me. In writing I can express what I currently feel, I can use different point of view for my problem. For me, there are no nonsense post because we wrote that and all of our feelings are in there, in those words, in those beautiful words.
I love to write because I’m a shy person. I start blabbering nonsense things if I get shy or even when I feel like I’m gonna get embarrassed for that. I’m a shy person and in that case, I can’t tell people what I really want or what I feel towards them so instead of speaking with them, I learned a new way to communicate and that is to write.
In writing I can be everything I want. I can be the cruel villain in my life telling stories why I hate myself; I can be the girl who secretly have a crush on someone and stalks him everywhere. In writing I can express myself, I can tell here what I feel towards a certain person in my life.
I just love it, I love the feeling of posting it, seeing someone liked it and commenting at it telling me that they can relate to me or telling me that everything will be fine. I love the feeling of it, after clicking the publish button. No one can make me stop in writing.
I admit, I may not be a good writer, but, do you understand now why I write?
{ n.j }
Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 9:03 AM UTC