Tears of blood, predicting a flood;
Worn out soul, screeching in mud.
Splendid mornings turn out to rust;
Where shedding tears is considered must.
Sparkling eyes chasing crystals in the sky;
Thou each gaze pulls me strongly, making a way to die.
Strings of emotion tuned to deviate and devastate;
Crumbled heart seeking the happiness over-delayed.
The beauty of my soul vanishes away;
Thou enchant a spell to stand out in the breaking day.
Abhorring the wounds, all over the heart;
Surrendering to the agony, caused by the poisoned dart.
Thou snatched my life, scorned the blissful smile;
Blessing with the everlasting pain, in thee own style.
World around me perishes as thee left me forlorn;
Sweet smells bitter, flowers turn into painful thorns.
Invisible thee, but apparent to me;
Seeking thou in Eden, finding the glee.
Nov 26, 2012
Nov 26, 2012 at 1:43 AM UTC
You Will Never Know
How Much I Loved You
How Much I Cared...
You Will Never Know
About My Pain
About My Broken Heart...
How Much I Cried
Just Lying On My Bed
And Thinking Of You...
You Will Never Ever Know...
Oct 11, 2012
Oct 11, 2012 at 12:41 AM UTC
Once upon a time..
I loved the past
But now I've gone forward...
I've realized I cannot love the past while I'm in the present, so I let go...
I let go of those memories that held me captive for so long...
Those dreams I once knew that were brought to life by you,
Now are only there to help me fall asleep at night
I am going on by myself...
I am going forward into my future with hopes that my new dreams will someday come true just like you had done for me...
Once upon a time, in the past...
Oct 10, 2012
Oct 10, 2012 at 2:19 AM UTC
When I die
I will still Love You with all my Heart...
I will be looking down on You praying You will still be happy
I will be hoping You still remember the great times we had...
And when I die
I will still be thinking about You every minute of every day...
I will be thinking about whether You still think about Me
I will be thinking about how much I really meant to you...
But when I die...
Will You still think about Me
Will You remember the days we spent together holding hands and laughing...
Will You still have room for Me in Your Heart
So when I Die...
Will You Still Love Me My Love?
Sep 28, 2012
Sep 28, 2012 at 2:05 AM UTC
Upon My Pillowcase
Soaked With Salty Tears
Is Perched A Diary
Filled With Forgotten Fears...
Alongside The Terrors
Ring A bell Of Gold
Inside A Marble Tower
My Story Will Unfold
Pale Stars Trail Behind
A Long Forgotten Path
Memories Are Erased
And Unto Me Is Wrath...
The Room Echos Now
With The Haunting Voice Of Me
Calling From The Diary
Reaching Into Night To See
A Smudged World
Where Without My Sorrow
Without My Love
Life Sings Bitter And Hollow...
Sep 27, 2012
Sep 27, 2012 at 5:23 AM UTC
I am lonely...
Even though you can't tell...
I am reaching out...
For what, I don't know...!
I will continue to sit in silence...
And hope that someone may stumble across...
Me and all of my emptiness...
But they only hope that they do it in time...
Otherwise I will have drifted too far...
And I may let go...
Of whatever grasp of the world I have...
As I slowly fade out of the lives of everyone...
Unnoticed...!
Sep 25, 2012
Sep 25, 2012 at 1:05 AM UTC
I felt the mind melting…
I found the eyes bleeding…
I saw the blood drawing a heart on floor…
The symbol of Love…
Lost Love…
Still to reflect your face in it …
I Miss you…
Sep 24, 2012
Sep 24, 2012 at 6:28 AM UTC