They call me bad.
Tried growing up without a dad?
What’s a father figure?
Fool thought only but himself, go figure.
Go blame me for thinking for myself.
Like I didn’t leave my job behind just to help.
I’m tired of fake people around me.
All their whispers behind me, the audacity.
Every day I try to be grateful.
But people around me teach me to be hateful.
I’m exhausted, I’m drained.
Impure, unclean, I’m stained.
Call me names or whatever, sure.
Change is pointless. There’s no cure.
They say ignorance is a bliss.
I wish I was ‘cause nowadays, I’m ******
Jun 6, 2025
Jun 6, 2025 at 10:05 PM UTC
You are perfect, a sunlight beam.
Still in disbelief, this might be a dream.
How can this gloomy cloud attract a ray of light?
I am a storm yet you fearlessly flew a kite.
It still doesn't make any sense to me.
Like magnets, I am negative, you're miss positivity.
We're polar opposites, night and day.
I am darkness, and you, brought light to my way.
You're an anomaly 'cause you're too good to be true.
I won't give you the same mistakes you had to go through.
You're my sunlight, my brightness, my day.
I might be gloomy but I'll make that smile stay.
Nov 29, 2022
Nov 29, 2022 at 10:28 AM UTC
I am the moth and you are the flame.
Bodies dropping and you are to blame.
You attract us to your hurtful light.
All of us burning, oh so bright.
Everybody wants a piece of you.
Beautiful light left us to fume.
I want you all for myself.
But this pretty little flame can't help herself.
Aug 12, 2022
Aug 12, 2022 at 6:07 PM UTC
Sometimes I wonder what I could be?
If not this person I'm obligated to be.
Could I be enjoying myself right now?
Have choices of my own, somewhere, somehow.
I don't want to end up stuck like this.
Chained in mediocrity. I'm better than this.
I want to go places and buy things for myself.
Not count down the days on thoughts I just delve.
But its the right choice, the right thing to do.
Stupid of me, thinking not, what went through.
I'll never be wrong of choosing what's right.
Even if what's right is what I'll forever fight.
Aug 12, 2022
Aug 12, 2022 at 5:53 PM UTC
I was never the period to your story.
A pause, a storm before your glory.
Our part now history,
the ifs to our theory.
You’re what a woman should be,
No shamelessness, no indecency.
But I couldn’t give up my religion.
We knew the risk, ‘twas my decision.
I’ll forever cherish our time together.
The nights, days, drives I’ll remember.
Months felt like a lifetime with you.
A life we both outgrew.
What a lucky guy he is.
Tying the knot is what you wished.
I’m happy for you.
You deserve happiness, it is due.
You’ll never get to read this,
But if you somehow see this..
I want to say that I’m glad you’re happy.
Wish you the best, a life without worry.
This is the last poem for and about you.
Best wishes! Goodbye and thank you.
Jul 13, 2022
Jul 13, 2022 at 8:08 AM UTC
Don’t want to see new pictures of you.
‘Cause in my head I still own you.
I hated your plans without me knowing.
I still feel like I am deciding.
It slowly ended with how less we connected.
No us, our paths now cemented.
But I still have you as an obsession.
Rid me of your thought, you’re not my possession!
Jun 19, 2022
Jun 19, 2022 at 11:09 AM UTC
Woke up early.
Slept so poorly.
Got up to make tea.
3rd straight day my cup's *****
No time for breakfast.
Errand's need to be done fast.
With no concrete information.
"Just this house", no direction.
I hate spontaneity. No plans? It's a biggie.
Ain't the day I listen to rants.
Got no time for my big boy pants.
Apr 30, 2022
Apr 30, 2022 at 3:54 AM UTC
Flaunting your assets. Drools dripping like faucet.
Is the skin for attention? Parts of you’s all they mention.
Do you want some cover? Eyes exploring you all over.
Kids please don’t imitate. You’ll end up as sorry bait.
It’s hardly admiration. Time ticks for damnation.
Apr 12, 2022
Apr 12, 2022 at 2:31 AM UTC
Nakalimutan ko nang makinig.
Ngunit boses mo sadyang tinig.
Aking puot, galit,
unawa ang ipinalit.
Salamat sa pagtanggap,
Sa buhay kong mapagpanggap.
Ako’y “ako” sa piling mo.
Isang taon, ikaw parin hanggang dulo.
Nov 23, 2021
Nov 23, 2021 at 7:45 AM UTC
I used to look up to you.
In awe of your actions, in what you do.
Used to be happy with us around. Your hate was nowhere to be found.
I wanted to be like you. A superhero uncle, that’s what I knew.
But something wasn’t right. While I grew, you’re in a lot of fights.
You drank a lot and had no job. The missed opportunities you let others grab.
You’re full of flaws. Where was this superhero? He looks lost.
Your life’s still a mess. Whole life’s a mishap, old and stressed.
The hero I look up to is human. Full of flaws, does he do what he can?
I grew up idolizing you. Now I’m old enough to be grateful I didn’t become you.
Jul 8, 2021
Jul 8, 2021 at 4:04 AM UTC