the first boy that kissed me
called me a **** and that is something
i will never forget
"fine, you win. i'm done arguing with you about this"
it wasn't an argument.
you just called me a **** and couldn't figure out
why i was upset.
May 21, 2017
May 21, 2017 at 6:35 PM UTC
how long will i sit
on the shower floor waiting
to be washed clean of the memories
suddenly things are so different
it seems like they've changed changed
overnight
oh, they did
the sun went down and by the time
it came up, you wanted
nothing to do with me
oh sweet memories
i danced on you care under the moon
you said, "i love you"
you spoke too soon.
May 21, 2017
May 21, 2017 at 6:33 PM UTC
you didn't want to say goodbye so you left me
no words, only a message to the world
because you knew that you were falling in love with me
and your childish heart couldn't handle the feeling
you called me a ***** because i wouldn't **** you ****
but you are the ***** for walking out the way you did
but you'll come back
May 21, 2017
May 21, 2017 at 6:24 PM UTC
you used to look at me
like all the stars
were secrets locked in my heart
you used to look at me
as if the sun slept in my bed
and the moon woke us up
you used to look at me
like even when i messed up
it was beautiful, and faultless
and these nights spent with you
were elaborate and endearing
and being with you was like a spell
or a hidden track on an album
your voice whispered to me in the warm wind
but summer is coming to a close
and those longing looks of love
and glances and winks of infatuation
are fading
she's not here, but she's all you can think about
and you say her name like it's a charm
and look away from me because you know
it's a poison
she's not here, but she's all that matters now
and suddenly,
everything is different
i don't have the stars locked away
their twinkling lights are not out of reach
suddenly i am a second option
i was your appetizer and never your real love
i will never be your real love
so i'll say goodbye to this affair and walk away
a completely changed person
and suddenly everything is different
Aug 4, 2016
Aug 4, 2016 at 12:10 AM UTC
is it weird that i still think about you
is it strange that your car is the scariest place i've ever been
but the only place i want to be right now
are you a real person
are you a figure of my imagination
is it weird that i feel close to you
but we never speak
not like we used to
not anymore
is that weird
Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 5:21 PM UTC
breath is stolen from my lungs
the sounds of your steps
beating on the pavement
walking away from me
but your intoxicating love was just enough
enough to make me hot
but never burn me
without you i am lost
being alone is not what i am accustomed to
now it is my life
without you
Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 9:24 PM UTC
its been a long time since I've seen him
over a year
but it feels like just yesterday
i was sitting in that mustang
driving to fast
thinking i was going to die
and then he grabbed my thigh
looked me in the eye
and asked
are you scared?
but i wouldn't dare tell the truth
i looked back and said
no, not with you
your red hair tangled in my hands
your blue eyes glued on me
september
Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 8:29 PM UTC
sweeter words
ne'er did
so much
damage
Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 11:14 PM UTC
i'm so
d r e a m y
when i'm with you
everything is glowing
everything is bright
d r e a m y
i'm so
Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 9:48 PM UTC
gold lights light the city
the softness in the curves of your face
remind me of the security in innocence
you take a flower off a tree
dangling right above your gold head
and you put it in my hair
gently as if everything were made of glass
when the petals are in my hair
you call me angel
i take your hand in mine
you kiss me on the forehead
i feel like gold when i am with you
i feel like you, and you are my treasure
you are gold
Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 5:44 PM UTC