She dropped you off the block and I picked you up , I picked you up .
As you shiver in cold , I listened to you , I listened .
You told me she had someone else
And my eyes were wide opened
It hurted to see you like that
Because I’ve been there
I’ve been broken
And I didn’t want you to feel like what I’ve felt
Too late , you’re already do
I was thinking how to breathe a new life into your lung *
‘cause you seemed so helpless and breathless
And I said ‘broken hearts needs time to heal ‘
But you said you’re giving up in love
And players are born from broken hearts ,
And you’re about to be one
You laughed about it and said it was okay
I was at fault for asking you to keep holding on
And all your friends told you that she’s a player
And when you’re about to doubt her
I told you to never giving up on her
I was wrong and I knew from the very beginning
I thought I could save your love from crumbling down
Later , you found another girl
She breathe a new life into your lung
And I was glad , really glad
She saved you from drowning
And got you on your feet back again
And players are born from broken hearts
And you’re not one of them
‘Cause you were my bestfriend and I care for you .
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 5:50 AM UTC
And i will stop loving you
when im not capable to love you anymore .
Jan 16, 2014
Jan 16, 2014 at 3:31 AM UTC
I can't be there .
Im sorry .
I can't hold your hands ,
Look into your eyes
Or hugs you .
I don't even know how to contact you ,
I don't even know how to make you feel better .
I don't know how i can make your burden less .
I don't know what im supposed to say .
It hurts knowing that you're hurting right now ,
And i can do nothing about it .
I know how it feels like when you lose someone you love .
I know how much hurt it is .
I know how much miserable it is .
I hope you stay strong .
God tested you because he know that you're capable .
Because HE love you .
Because HE know you can go through this .
Im sorry that im not there
To wipe all your tears away .
Im sorry that im not a good friend .
My love and prayer goes to your family .
Stay strong dear....
Please...
Please stay strong for me...
Condolonce .
Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 7:32 AM UTC
I stalked you again .
Don't ask me why i did that .
It's just that i wanted to know how you were doing .
Because im right here ,
Still not doing very well .
And im sorry for reading every posts ,
And have my own thoughts to it .
Your life is no longer a dedication for me ,
I get that . Alot .
Your smile is not mine anymore ,
I know .
It belong to her now .
And i heard that ,
She's hurting you .
I know im supossed to be happy ,
Because you finally felt what i used to felt .
But i don't ,
Maybe because i love you too much and too deep ,
So much that it's hurting to see you hurted .
It's like the pain is back-stabbing me .
I know i should be laughing or tell my friends ,
Then laught at you .
But i just don't feel like to ,
Maybe because you're too perfect to me.
Undeniably too perfect to be hurted .
Im sorry .
So much , because i couldn't save you from her .
It's not that i didn't try ,
You're the one who gave up .
If you don't , you won't be hurting dear .
Maybe Never .
Im sorry .
I wonder ,
Why do i say sorry so much
For something that i didn't do ?
And for something that you deserve .
Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 5:41 AM UTC
I took a deep breath ,
I took a little moment ,
Maybe a lot .
The truth is ,
I don't know .
I just don't know .
Im not trying to bringing up things that never exist .
I never know what it's called .
All i know is im sad .
But i don't know why .
Im not sad because of my flaws ,
Not because of my imperfections ,
Not because i miss somebody ,
Not because something bad happens .
It's just that sometimes i feel such a failure .
But i don't know why .
And i wonder if everyone actually feel it too .
Like me...
Took a deep breath again , sigh .
It's hurting .
It's hard to breathe .
And when i breathe , it's like my ribs cage is stabbing me .
It hurts .
Really .
I breathe .
This pain is torturing me ,
I want it to stop ,
But somehow it's addicting .
Somebody ,
Just please...
Save me .
Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 5:35 AM UTC
When you miss someone ,
There's a pain in your heart that hurts so much ,
That makes you feel like it's ripping your heart out
If you miss someone and you know that they're missing you ,
Even if it hurts , the face of yours can still fake a smile .
If you miss someone and you know that they don't even miss you ,
It will hurt like hell
When you miss someone and you can tell them ,
That's a nice one
But if you miss someone and you can't tell them ,
And you miss them very much,
All you can do is cry.
Because you can't do anything about it .
You're helpless and all you can do is cry
And you feel like you wanna scream at the top of your lung
So that the pain will go away
There's two type of missing people ...
Either they are the blessing one or either they are the one that hurts you so deep .
Because you can never love someone as much as you miss them .
Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 8:16 AM UTC
I guess that when you fall
you never really plan it .
I guess that when you're down
you never thought that you'd fall .
I guess that when you love
you never thought it's going to end .
I guess that when you breathe
you never know when will you stop .
I guess that when you cry
you never thought it's going to be over .
I guess that when you trusted someone
you never thought they'd betray you .
I guess that in life ,
You're always guessing .
Oct 30, 2013
Oct 30, 2013 at 9:08 AM UTC
The echoes of '' I miss you ''
Had gone for such a long time
Left here with nothing
But in a broken way
" I love you " he said .
The sound of his voice keeps haunting her .
Even when she knows he's already gone .
She had to catch her breath ,
seeing him with someone else .
At night , she lays on her bed
Wondering why
And how did it all go wrong ?
All that she knows is
She will never know .
She reached for her phone ,
There's a message ,
Her heart lighted up a bit
And then she noticed that it was from her friend
Not from someone she's been waiting for .
There's no way he'll return to their old days ,
There's no way he's gonna remember their memories
Even if he does ,
It means nothing to him anyway .
She feels stupid
For letting her dignity falls to the ground
When she should rise them up
She's having trouble breathing every night
It's not because she is sick or something
It's just that when she thinks of him
He always take her breath away .
He used to take her breath away
In such a nice way which made her smile
But that was before he broke her
He still takes her breath away
But now in such a rough way
The pain in her chest doesn't seems to stop
But she keeps breathing
Breathing because she got a life
A life to live .
Oct 16, 2013
Oct 16, 2013 at 11:38 AM UTC
As human
We hold on
We chase
We keep trying
We didn't let go
Just to found out that we were never meant to be
With the person that we want .
As human
We let go
We gave up
We stop trying
We stop chasing
For something that when it's gone for a long time ,
We actually just realize that it's actually worthy
We chase people who didn't need us in their life
And we push everyone who trying to stay in our life
We trust people who shouldn't be trust
And we lied to the people who trust us .
And the truth is all of us was just another broken pieces of life master piece .
We all sins , we all broken .
Oct 16, 2013
Oct 16, 2013 at 11:29 AM UTC
As I'm writing this
I'm having trouble breathing
I told everyone I've moved on
But why did I still think of you
Every time I'm alone
All I ever need was you
I miss your voice
Your smile
Your awkward silence mystery
How we would actually talk to each other right now
You know ,
Don't you miss the old us ?
Once we used to stay up until 3 am
Just to talk to each other
Telling how our love is forever
I guess I was wrong
I guess I heard it wrong
I miss you
No .
I miss the old you
Then i realized that the old you
has already died
R.I.P Him
I look at you
He looks the same , like you
Then I realized he's not you
Because I know he won't leave me alone
I know he won't let me cry
Want to know why ?
Because he loves me .
Very much
But he's not you
And I need to move on .
But the memories keep tying me up
And whisper to me ' please don't forget'
You broke the promises
I never did
Still remember when you said to me ?
That
' If you promise to never fade away , i'll stay "
Who's fading now dear ?
Come on , look at my face
Look me in the eyes
Please tell me that you're happy with her
Please tell me that you love her
Please tell me that I am nothing to you
Please make me cry one more time again
So that the next time I get up
I won't be looking at you anymore
I won't be wondering whether you still love me or not
I won't let my dignity falls just because of 'Love'
Please ?
Tell me that you're happy
Tell me that you love her
Please ?
What if you like her , you love me and you need me ?
What if you love her but there's another?
What if you love her , you like me , you feel guilty ?
What if you like her , you like me , you just don't know
And that's why you broke me
And you're going to break her too
But I'm just gonna sit here and stare
For my broken heart to heal
And she needs to be broken too
Like me ...
I'm moving on .
I guess
But I still remember the smell of your perfume
Oh okay I'm moving on now
I'll move on
I will
There's no use to hope and keep staring
At the blank walls and the closed door
I'm moving on
Letting go ,
Move on .
Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 11:51 AM UTC