I got low
I went down
In my descent
I brushed the ground
And down below
Amidst the dirt
My ***** fingers
Combed the earth
I went deeper
Nails and teeth
The bones of trees
The stones beneath.
And then- at last-
Upon the fringe
My hands brushed hell
My fingers singed
I reached bottom
Saw you there
Immersed in fire's
Dancing flare.
At the bottom
At the end
I watched you burn
And fell again.
The inferno's twice as hot
When you have to watch someone you love
Burn.
Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 5:18 PM UTC
I wonder if angels cry.
When the scent of fornication smothers the air
And guilt consumes the careless hands immersed in the jar of sordid men. When children kiss blades, painted in their brother's blood. Drinking their mothers tears as though a precious tea.
I wonder if they use handkerchiefs or let rivers rise, feeding from their eyes.
Dancing in birth of the innocent youth, glimmering with hope and prosperity.
I wonder, I wonder.
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 4:46 PM UTC
*Sonder beings pass me by.
A universe lived within each eye.
Chrysalism gives me life,
shut away in my own mind,
a loner is how I self describe.*
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 4:44 PM UTC
When we were young, all things were new
The rising sun, the morning dew.
Through you I saw the ocean first,
From stormy eyes I saw the surf.
I tasted summer in your lips
The flavor of the brackish mist
That lingered on with days and years
That veil of time was thin and sheer.
When we were young the summer months
Seemed everlasting, endless once.
Heated asphalt, mosquito'ed creeks
We dipped our toes to beat the heat.
When we were young, immortal then
I never thought there'd be an end...
I never thought I'd move away
I never dreamt you wouldn't stay...
I never thought when we were young
Your final song would go unsung,
I never thought there'd come a day
Your final words- you'd never say.
When we were young
When we
Were young
When
We
Were
Young
I never thought
You'd die.
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 7:57 AM UTC
Kissing you
Felt like fireworks
Underneath my skin
Wanting you
Felt like waves
Crashing against my chest
Needing you
Felt like salty tears
In dead eyes
Loving you
Felt like a hurricane
In my unfeeling soul
Jan 20, 2016
Jan 20, 2016 at 2:05 PM UTC
If missing you was an art
I’d be Van Gogh and you’d be “Sorrow”
Missing you comes in droplets
and tonight I’m drowning
in your Pacific Ocean
On nights like these
I wonder if I will ever
learn from the trees
how to stop missing
the leaves
that have
let
go.
Dec 12, 2015
Dec 12, 2015 at 7:53 AM UTC
You've never felt hate before
Not like the kind you've instilled in me
I feel so possessed with this evil rage
That craves men's hearts, it's so hungry.
What have you done to my hopeful self
You turned me into someone I used to loathe
All I ever want to do now is play reckless games
With each one of their souls..
Oct 22, 2015
Oct 22, 2015 at 12:18 AM UTC
I don't typically get inspired by flowers or trees,
But sometimes,
I'm moved by the way the wind breathes through the leaves.
I'm not usually hypnotized by beaches or the ocean,
But every now and then,
I feel a connection to the waves, how they crash, over and over again.
I can't say I'm always motivated by music or a catchy beat,
But occasionally,
A song plays and I can't help but get up and move my feet.
I haven't felt inspiration in many things before
But today I realized,
You captivate me, draw me in, every day, more and more.
Your voice, your smile, your eyes, even all your bad moods,
All the time,
You inspire me to write, to laugh and to simply DO.
I guess what I'm trying to say is...
You're my muse.
And I love you.
Sep 9, 2015
Sep 9, 2015 at 4:27 PM UTC
Go to sleep, and close your eyes
And dream of broken butterflies
wings once pretty, now are torn
ripped and shredded against a thorn
Silver metal, shine so bright
Scarlet blood, that feels so right
Dream of that blood trickling down
Just don't wake up until you drown
The moonlight's shining off your tears
As you're bleeding out your own worst fears
wait tonight until you cry
then whisper the cutter's lullaby
Hushabye baby, you're almost dead
You've lost your pulse and your pillow Is red
Your family hates you, and your friends let You bleed
Sleep tight with a knife, cause it's all You'll need
Rockabye baby, broken and scarred
Who knew life could be this Hard
Time to end the pain that you hid so well
Then down will come baby, straight Back to hell.
Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 3:55 AM UTC
I loved you,
But that wasn't enough,
I cared for you,
But that wasn't enough,
I wanted you,
But that wasn't enough,
I needed you,
But that wasn't enough,
I had you,
But that wasn't enough,
I cried for you,
But that wasn't enough,
I tried for you,
But that wasn't enough,
I opened up for you,
But that wasn't enough,
You broke me,
And I stayed,
That wasn't enough,
And now I'm gone,
And let me just take a second,
And say that wasn't enough?
Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 3:14 PM UTC