Nothing to my name
Can ever claim
My heart
Ever again
Twisting tug of shame
Hug the back of my brain
So hard
Never again
everyday, everyday,
Everyday is every day
Just please
Not today
My fault, I have nothing to say
When the people in my mind stay at bay
The result
Is always the same
I was told I climbed so far
Could touch any star
But now
It’s just me
Nothing to my name
Could ever reclaim
My heart
It can never heal
everyday, everyday,
Everyday is every day
Just please
Can I be real ?
Oct 25, 2025
Oct 25, 2025 at 10:18 AM UTC
Am I not sick enough for you ?
After all the things I’ve been through
You say you don’t have a clue
You know that’s not true
You’re the same as them all
Praying I’d cry and fall
Do you really think this is your call ?
To keep banging your head in the wall ?
I am as clear as I can be
You will never feel free
You keep hurting you like you hurt me
That’s no future you wish to see
Nothing works anymore
Close any window any door
It’s still cold on the floor
Believe yourself I’m only a bore
Oct 15, 2025
Oct 15, 2025 at 1:02 PM UTC
Those who were blessed
to be chosen
Would never feel
What it’s like
to be broken
For they don’t need
to ever be afraid
To ever feel so unfed
Sep 24, 2025
Sep 24, 2025 at 12:46 PM UTC
I was hungry
I came to the fountain
Knowing I’m hungry
It won’t **** the craving
But I was hungry
Shaking, I whispered
“Just a drop and I’m grateful”
The liquid won’t end the pain in my stomach
But I was hungry
I remembered I missed my chance
The ground, once full and divine
Now empty and dry
I waited
Waited waited waited wait-
As if God was back by my side
A single drop fell straight on my eye
Ticking down my cheek
Almost asking for a peek
My prayer traveled into my lips
A second of complete bliss
“Maybe if I wait a bit more
Another drop will come and fall”
I waited and waited and waited
I’m still hungry
Sep 14, 2025
Sep 14, 2025 at 1:24 PM UTC
Meaninglessness of suffering
Until the end of times will be inspiring
In your head you won’t hear the shuttering
For once, you have a reason to be so tiring
Sep 14, 2025
Sep 14, 2025 at 7:17 AM UTC
I don’t want you to hug my heart
If it means you have to break my ribs apart
I don’t want you to see my mind
If it means just like me you’ll stay blind
Sep 9, 2025
Sep 9, 2025 at 7:27 PM UTC
Candle light
Why can’t you shine
A match was hard to find
Maybe try and bind
Where’s your spark ?
Did you have to fall apart
I search within your heart
Only to find mold left to rot
Candle height
No need to fright
I promise it won’t bite
You just have to hold on tight
Are you sure you saw a beam ?
For me, it just seems
You are chasing a lost dream
Where you climb with no limbs
Candle night
I can’t do it, I might
Lose my own fight
Will I ever ignite ?
Sep 8, 2025
Sep 8, 2025 at 5:33 PM UTC
Holding to my burdens
Like a lucky charm
In the dark my free dance
Try to hug your arm
Cry my favorite lines
Watch me glow
As loud as your whines
Watch me flow
To your heart vines
don’t ask
don’t assume
Give me your task
And I’ll consume
Holding your burdens
My lucky charm
With you I dance
With your voice I disarm
Aug 29, 2025
Aug 29, 2025 at 10:59 PM UTC
My mom never taught me how to play with boys
So i didn’t think about buying toys
Since being a dot was my choice
You’ll never hear my real voice
I’m a classic ****** over mess
Too much scars, a waste for me to undress
Think of you more, you think of me less
Do you know me ? You’ll have to guess
Devoted hurt soul
Just want to be adored
Not just you but from all
But i knew you’d get bored
Manipulation on command
You’d think i wish to be the man
A little stroke from the fang
And my love for you is unbanned
My dad was a stranger
His life to his favor
Clown behavior
Like a ghost saying See you later
The only man running from his dreams
After realizing it’s not what it seems
Who can blame him when he screams
all the light in their eyes, just dims
I can reason any crime
Just to prove am still a shining dime
A minute is a year in my time
Yet i’ll show forever is my prime
Feb 1, 2025
Feb 1, 2025 at 9:56 AM UTC