You have no idea how many times
I’ve imagined dying in your arms
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 12:49 PM UTC
Lover you let me
Love you entirely
When your love meant occasionally
And forever probably
You you let my love in
Heart poured heavy
Like the drinks I like
And made me feel empty
Just the same
Heart poured heavy, lover for you
Like the drinks I like
Voice chats by day, texting by night
Lover you let me know
Lover just let me know
Heart poured heavy, lover for you
Like the drinks I like
Sobrietys never treated me this cold
What happened lover to the love that was bold
Lover let my lips love
Lover loved to feel good
Lover loved to feel loved
But lover didn’t love amore
Amore was a word she didn’t understand
Amore was a word
from a language she couldn’t speak
But love is a word in the language she spoke
Love is just a word in the language she spoke
But a word she didn’t believe in
Lover loves to say love
But doesn’t believe it
But does
only when it’s convenient
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 12:43 PM UTC
New feet for talking
Fresh eyes for crying
Freedom feels new
But my lungs are still old
From screaming at your picture
And smoking
Dec 28, 2021
Dec 28, 2021 at 12:37 PM UTC
the world slows down
For a moment
But courage fades
And turns to pain
With vengeance
Kicking and screaming
Holding your heart in its hand
Your blood in its fingernails
Choking you, eating it’s way through your chest
The world which you desperately drink away
Continues and they laugh
They’ll never understand
It’s not just a drink
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 8:26 PM UTC
We are vulnerable people
Fragments of our past
Conjoined to create just a sliver
Of energy to thrive in chaos
Yet the world keeps spinning
We are dark creatures
Fueled by *** and corruption
Lustful with rage and ego
Fingers violently tangling together
While being ****** continuously
Into a hole deeper into the ground
Passed the six feet we fear
But we are still living
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 8:25 PM UTC
Another night waiting for warmth
To slide in beside me
To shift the strands of hair for a
Place on my check
Put her feet under mine
Intertwined
All so I can sleep
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 8:22 PM UTC
I can’t wait to die
Cant wait to die
It will be the most
Beautiful unknown
Peace untouched
An abundance of clarity
I hope when you die
When you die
When you die
You will see it was all
Just as beautiful
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 8:20 PM UTC
A place where peace
and suffering coexist
My vessel is docked my soul floating the halls
Reaching aimlessly for someone
To take my hand
But they walk right through me
I ****** my body from its ledges
Pierce my heart with its spires
Hang my neck from its chains
Drive a pick through my nose
To my brain
All for them to walk right through me
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 8:19 PM UTC
A veil that many wear
Ominous, soaked with tears
Looking through you
Riding their horses of uncertainty
What will they gain
what is it worth
To keep gaze
But when the sea is still
The knight for a moment knows
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 8:18 PM UTC
In the absence of others
control loosens it’s grip.
Minds wander and ticks sound clearer.
But thoughts become muddled and endless
Seamlessly flowing in and out of each other
bouncing from room to room
Holding each memory tight but
warping it with the heat of its hands.
Leaving it on the floor to play later
But it’s never the same
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 8:17 PM UTC