I have left my soul unfed
I stare at 1's and 0's all alone
I live within my phone.
I have no words but empty ones.
I speak the same script as everyone.
Who sees me?
If I don't speak.
Who loves me?
If I am not here.
Everything is fine.
Is what I say all the time.
When cliff sides erode
it is nature changing, becoming new.
What will happen as I lose myself, bit by bit.
What is hiding behind my soul?
Jan 21, 2022
Jan 21, 2022 at 1:00 AM UTC
What is fear?
When your feelings are gone,
And all that is left are thoughts.
What can it be?
But a burnt-out match.
When it is dark and you have lost your way.
Sep 13, 2020
Sep 13, 2020 at 12:45 AM UTC
I wish you look into my eyes,
And hear me when I say:
Oh my love,
Tell me that you love me
Even if you don’t mean it.
Jan 15, 2019
Jan 15, 2019 at 1:37 AM UTC
Bashed in the pavement
Between the spidering cracks
Are the steps of millions.
Millions of sweet lovers
Soft whistles floating in the air.
Millions of ******* brothers
Crackling with little care.
Poor folk and rick alike,
Shoes a bit worse for wear
Heels on some.
While others go with feet bare.
Nov 5, 2018
Nov 5, 2018 at 12:58 AM UTC
I saw you being swallowed
Your tiny black head turned up towards me.
And you saw me "free"
Against the yellow backdrop of our world.
Both waiting and waiting,
for the inevitable dirt-filled end.
Aug 13, 2018
Aug 13, 2018 at 2:01 AM UTC
The taste of madness in my mouth,
The heat of it within my mind-
roaring still despite your absence.
Tempered in time
they tell me
Heavy phantoms may leave you still.
But I am still whirling for you,
And I feel so twisted for it,
god.
please.
help.
me.
I
still
love
him.
Jul 11, 2018
Jul 11, 2018 at 12:13 AM UTC
My heart feels so full,
Sometimes
I can taste it on my tongue.
Like I could burst
Into a violent explosion.
My anxiety and dread
Released into the air.
Suspended pollens.
Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 12:55 AM UTC
Red pools sitting in the light
Your hand on my wrist
Sticky fingers.
Screaming in my ear,
Paradise.
Apr 3, 2018
Apr 3, 2018 at 6:04 PM UTC
Perhaps in time, I will understand love,
How our separate bodies are to become one,
Perhaps in time, I will understand
How I never could love you,
While loving you.
Perhaps.
Perhaps.
Mar 22, 2018
Mar 22, 2018 at 8:14 PM UTC
Imagine a single breath,
left alone in a hollow chest.
Grey seeping into white
Color bleeding out like a pen,
Violating the marrow of my bones.
The blue-black of my veins,
Lost against my feathery skin.
The union of so many memories,
Real and imagined.
Black blazers shrouding me,
with prayers and tears.
Convinced in the everlasting,
As much as I was for awakenings,
I close my eyes (and dream).
Mar 20, 2018
Mar 20, 2018 at 12:24 AM UTC