I was always convinced you could feel me
We were of the moon and of the tides
(But) too stubborn to attempt another ride
I wanted you to know everything
in my eyes.
The truth
when I deliberately told you lies
and the expense of a life in a heart before it dies.
You would be gone too soon
All of this and heaven too
I would wander, I will roam
I will find decadence in alone.
I would dream, I will achieve
Everything only after you leave
You are the anchor chained to my throat,
You are the sand in a shallow moat.
You are the power in my stare,
You are the guilt after an innocent dare.
You are the face in the shadows on the wall
You are the fear in the Devil's call
The invitation to come in
Join a game you cannot win.
But I play, but I play
And forgive the day
Forgive and move away
The state lines you will cross
To lasso me in, refuse your loss
Of my heart, of my head
Your place in the poems I have read
Aug 9, 2015
Aug 9, 2015 at 12:00 PM UTC
He laughs in pairs
And appeared without cares
Surrounded by mares
And the emptiness wears
She laughed in three's
Long gone before she leaves
In a pattern she weaves
Consistently, not to displease
Together, their laughs came in fours
Deriving somewhere deep within their cores
And slipping their hands inside doors
To leave when they wanted more
Alone she filled her universe with patterns
To clear through all the dark matter
Climbing to the highest rung of this latter
She learned to separate all the clatter
Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 1:38 PM UTC
My days seemed to come in pairs
they were so long they felt like separate entities
I couldn't feel their wear
so I didn't know to search for remedies
We ate canned food off crystal plates
and that fine china must have weighed more
than the burdens locked in our fates
I remember peeling the gray from around your eyes
like a second skin and it was time to fall off
but still hanging by a thread
crispy and cracked
and I could feel the miles in our bed
even when every way I reached
my fingertips always seemed to find you
I was only happy when I was far away
and only comfortable to come home
So I slept on the side you always lay
and I pushed you away and I wanted you to stay
Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 3:06 AM UTC