We don’t kiss.
But that night we did.
Crawled into the dark and shared a long embrace.
Unexpected. Unprovoked.
With your hands rediscovering my body,
And your eyes rediscovering my soul.
I told you I loved you, but I didn’t say it out loud.
Neither did you.
We turned to the past,
And expected the same.
Sharing our minds,
Sharing our beds.
You had me,
You owned me,
You stole me from myself.
And you left.
I see you with her,
I see you smiling.
You don’t see me.
You never saw me
Nov 24, 2014
Nov 24, 2014 at 6:00 PM UTC
The waves are ceasing and the
Sky is grey and unfrequented through the window.
Hold your gaze, forget this room.
Silence so loud it echoes
Through my mind.
Say something.
Tell me you love me, even tell me
You hate me.
Forget it, it doesn't matter,
It's fine.
Dismiss our feeling, act like it's alright.
We don't know what we're
Doing.
We're stumbling.
There is a world out there, I'm sure.
People living their lives,
Oblivious, I'm not really looking.
Glazed eyes.
I know I love you.
I should tell you, but
I can't.
You should tell me, but
You won't.
I should,
You should,
We should just,
There's no way out if this.
Dec 28, 2013
Dec 28, 2013 at 8:54 AM UTC
I stood on the balcony
In the dead of night.
Cold air on my skin
And the glow from a street light
I took a deep breath and
Thought things through.
Why should I stay here being tortured,
By you.
One jump, and it would be done.
No one can save me.
I just have to run.
Run from my friends and
my family too.
Run from my mind
and run from you.
Calm my breathing
And stop the tears.
Relax my muscles
Forget my fears.
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 7:23 PM UTC
The waves are ceasing and the
Sky is grey and unfrequented through the window.
Hold your gaze, forget this room.
Silence so loud it echoes
Through my mind.
Say something.
Tell me you love me, even tell me
You hate me.
Forget it, it doesn't matter,
It's fine.
Dismiss our feeling, act like it's alright.
We don't know what we're
Doing.
We're stumbling.
There is a world out there, I'm sure.
People living their lives,
Oblivious, I'm not really looking.
Glazed eyes.
I know I love you.
I should tell you, but
I can't.
You should tell me, but
You won't.
I should,
You should,
We should just,
There's no way out if this.
Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 7:20 PM UTC
I lost control, with music in my ears
Sweet voices claiming my soul
I danced alone. For I am alone.
And it is chaotic yet beautiful.
And it is lonely yet comforting.
Calm down. Calm down I scream.
Forget the ghosts that haunt you.
And with winter on your tongue
Cut loose your heart.
Forget.
Forget.
Jun 19, 2013
Jun 19, 2013 at 1:14 PM UTC
your lips against mine.
Linked.
Your heart beating, and mine;
Not.
Open books, and close them.
Memorise the words,
Recite.
Use words to hide emotions.
You don't need those, emotions.
Emotions, emotions.
Tell your self to block them out.
Forget what you feel.
Feelings are weak.
You need to be strong to survive.
Survive the storm, just the storm.
Feelings are weak.
Feelings are loud. Demand to be heard.
Echo through your body.
Through your life.
Through your mind.
Turn up the music.
Drown them out.
Turn off your phone.
Drown them out.
Feelings are weak.
You don't need them.
Tell yourself you don't need them.
Feelings are weak.
Jun 14, 2013
Jun 14, 2013 at 7:40 PM UTC
Your name is everywhere
Written in graffiti
On the walls of my mind.
Reminding me of your touch, and that smile.
Renco on the streets and
Renco in my poems
Whispering secrets of lost love and
Forgetful pasts.
I see you everywhere for
You are my world
My sky in the morning.
And the fresh cut grass.
The tears from my eyes on
A lonely night
When I breathe, I breathe
Renco
When I listen, I hear
Renco.
Renco in every sigh and
In every drop of blood.
Renco graffitied on the walls of my mind.
Jun 14, 2013
Jun 14, 2013 at 7:13 PM UTC
Engulf me in your fire,
Set my eyes aflame,
Don't take me for a liar,
Kiss me in the rain.
Jun 14, 2013
Jun 14, 2013 at 7:12 PM UTC
My mind falls back, thinking of days before.
Your eyes, brown and beautiful, hide stories you'll never tell.
Tell me your lies, and I'll believe.
Hopelessly wishing away all those tears.
Find new stories, get lost in them, live them, breathe them.
Jun 14, 2013
Jun 14, 2013 at 7:11 PM UTC
She dreamed of the day and the promise of 'Always'.
Infecting her mind with beauty and love.
Opening her heart to a fate worse then death.
To fall in love; how scary.
What if it didn't work out?
What if she lost it all?
Then she saw him smile,
And felt how wrong she was.
Forget the what if's.
I love him, the crazy *******
Jun 14, 2013
Jun 14, 2013 at 7:10 PM UTC