-Never let yourself fall prey
To something you feel has captured you
For nothing can be taken from you without your consent.-
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 6:40 PM UTC
Your're like a
Tree
Your branches are rough
Refering to your
Skills of showing off
Impressing
When your leaves are
Green
You become greedy with
Money
When theres a point your 're
Old
you can snap easily
If somene holds you
The wrong way
During fall you
Change your self
To red or fury
Yellow to mellow
Not giving a care in the world
Orange to be sweet and calm
Overall
You never speak
That's exactly
How a tree is
I could hug you tight
But maybe you won't
In return
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 4:28 PM UTC
I try to get a grip of time
But I keep making love to a man that will never be mine
I caress more than his mouth
And he moans without doubt
Timely shadows of ecstatic instruments hit the wall
Until the clock strikes the end of it all..
Tobacco candies between my burnt lips
As he brush my many napes with his fingertips
Probably thinking about that girl he has deceived
And just before he leaves
I Stifle the tears that i'll never be the queen on his deck
And he leans forward to give me a peck
And nothing more
After all, as he once said; *i'm just his *****
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:07 PM UTC
My mind wants you to go
But my heart stooped too low
It wants you clenched in the fists of unbidden desires
But your patience slowly expired
You said Goodbye
And in ignorance I ****** my tears dry
I didn't attempt to stop you
You didn't turn around to meet my view
What was that bittersweet agony?
That buried into my head; your melodies
Your unsought words drowns me in an ocean-less pit...
As I walked the lanes where to you I became whit
I reminisce on the first word you ever said to me
And compared it to the last and undoubtedly
They sounded the same...
Unsure if you ever did love me at all
I try to **** your memories growing tall
With bursting flames
Seaming through my veins
I dig a grave for your souvenirs
And slowly peer at the dirt; reincarnating my tears
Did i do the right thing?
For the pain of being without, stings
Like snowflakes against zinc
But then what if it is for the better?
Somewhat like an investment letter
Where I forego you for something prettier to come
or not?
Who knows?
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC
Now i'm wearing this smile that i don't believe in
And inside i feel like screaming
I had options;
You were my chance to completion
And when you leaned close to kiss me
There was drowning melancholy
But I kissed my fears; instead of you
And now towards me you've grown blue.
Eventually my heart gone sore
And i'm drowning in a water-less floor
It hurts to acknowledge the feelings that I hide
Fearing that destiny would not abide
It's not your fault, i swear
It might just be too hard to bear..
For who would truly love a girl with all these scars?
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:05 PM UTC
Trembling with every thought of him
I ache a love I can never achieve
I hold my emotions captive in this dreadful tin
I mean no harm, I just love, will it **** you to believe?
I’m not trying to take him from you
My heart is red and not blue
He’s something completely out of my reach
His heart is extremely difficult to breach,
you’re the only gifted one here
don’t worry it’s not that difficult to bear
or maybe it just is...
I have but accepted my place
within the zones of friendship
I've only suffered from a fallen grace
and a heart which has been ripped
But who cares about the shattered love
Maybe it’s just the one above
God Almighty,
I shall never doubt thee
For he knows best
Come to think of it,
What have I lost?
Nothing to be exact
It is he who lost something
something real and true;
my love that is.
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:02 PM UTC
Sitting on this addictive desk
Staring at the wonders of the world via the internet
From the modesty to the grotesque
It's funny how they all forget
The life outside of this intoxicating bottle of wires
But who am I to complain, for I am one of them
Lost inside these eccentricities that I admire
Wondering, conjecturing all about the beautiful eerie emblem.
What if just one day, one day we all stood and went outside?
Smell the breeze of the isolated air
Feel the earth, the dirt, that we denied
The earth we wear and tear
And yet, the ungrateful spends no time to relish
What we have, inexpensive
But all the care is for the wires; hellish
This is the mysterious truth
Of the brute
Of mankind and their neglect
Of a life that may never resurrect
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 3:01 PM UTC
***Fear is but a sentiment
The weak holds for being what they are,
For being what they made themselves.***
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 2:58 PM UTC
*I don't want to run away 'cause things are bad
I want to run away just because there isn't much worth staying for.*
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 2:57 PM UTC
It's warm.
What is this blissfulness?
"It's me.. You're not alone"
Embedded in the eardrum.
Tears disappeared
By just one glance at that curve on the face
That weird, yet such an euphoric curve
It's called a smile
Strange-
For it made the pain scattered
What is this comfort?
Soon a smile was made apart of the appearance
Apart of the life
This curve was then around all the corners of the world
But where is the warmth?
The one that was felt in the beginning
It was always felt in thy heart
It was always seen when looked right..
But is no more seen or felt.
Blinked away,
It vanished
And where was thy?
Back in the cold.
The smile, euphoric?
What's that?
-fir.m
Jun 8, 2015
Jun 8, 2015 at 2:57 PM UTC