I've never been good at this...
Communication was never my strong suit,
But when my family told me you were
A mistake, I could not believe they
Could think so poorly of my feelings-
As if a short moment of happiness
Was no moment at all.
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 3:19 AM UTC
On nights like this,
I feel the urge to write.
To click on keys and
Purge my thoughts
and hope for a better
Tomorrow.
On nights like this,
I no longer feel the need
To heed to everyone's
Warnings on what may
or may not happen
Tomorrow.
On nights like this,
The cool air coming from
The A/C reminds me
Of how chilling a moment
Can be and how fleeting
It is when all of the sudden
23:59 becomes 00:00
And it is no longer
Tomorrow.
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 3:05 AM UTC
Three shots
And four beers
Later I’m in
Your bed trying
To decide if
This is you
Taking advantage
Or me not
Getting any in
So long I really
Don’t care.
I come to the
Conclusion
That if it was the
Former I wouldn’t
Be having this
Conversation in
My head and so
I kiss you hard
And hope for
A night that
Can hold me
Over for a few
More weeks.
Apr 23, 2014
Apr 23, 2014 at 2:45 AM UTC
I want to take a class in poetry;
Learn the rhythm and rhyme
Of poets before my time.
I want to know how symmetry
And ingenuity can create such
Ferocity in works as old as touch.
I want to understand fluently
The words and stories told
By those so bold, now old.
I want to take a class in poetry;
Twist the rhythm and rhyme-
I want to make it mine.
Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 4:51 AM UTC
With you here with me
I feel complete & happy
Filled with life and joy
But now that you're gone
I feel less than calm
No longer sweet & coy
So vast was your love
It could fill all of
The oceans with pure glee
So how can it be
That once a great sea
Can become completely
Empty
Dec 31, 2013
Dec 31, 2013 at 4:43 AM UTC
How selfish you are
To make the decision
That I am not enough
For what you envision
And how hopeful I was
That this division
Between you and I
Was just a transition
How noble you thought
That your definition
Of love and lost
Begins with repetition
And how dumb I must be
To give my permission
Letting you back in
To start the ignition
Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 2:22 AM UTC
As the hours go by I get more and more excited
Knowing that as night falls and the stars come
Out to play with the moon watching over I will
Be here, right here, typing away my heart to you.
You will be far away, I won't be able to lean over
Kiss you good night but I can glance just a few
Inches and see you smiling at me. That perfect,
Crooked smile.
I can listen to you sing lyrics to songs I only
Know from the sound of your voice as you
Forget I'm still there. And it makes me happy
Knowing that even though I cannot
Feel the touch of your skin I can still feel the
Love in your words as you tell me how much
You adore me.
And I adore you, I do.
Dec 28, 2013
Dec 28, 2013 at 4:22 AM UTC
I was scared to see you.
I was scared what you might do.
I know it was hard to see me,
How much you wanted me.
But I needed you, your support,
Your kindness-
I needed a friend.
You were my friend.
You asked to hang out,
I said okay, I had a bad week
And you told me to
Relax and have a drink.
I was hesitant, I was scared.
"Okay, But please, I don't want
Anything to happen.
I don't want to have ***
You assured me I would be fine.
You promised.
I woke up the next day
And realized you were a
Liar.
Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 6:02 AM UTC
Every time I’ve spoken to You,
You’ve never spoken back;
Have I upset You, or
Is it something that I lack?
.
I can’t seem to get through
To You, are bruised knees not
Enough? Head lolled in prayer
I’m completely lost in thought.
.
Are two mothers too taboo
For You to answer what I ask,
Or are You just some drunkard
Taking swigs from a hip flask?
Sep 13, 2013
Sep 13, 2013 at 11:18 PM UTC
No matter the day,
Always know you have what it
Takes to make it big.
Sep 13, 2013
Sep 13, 2013 at 11:17 PM UTC