The road less trAveled is the one unspoken toll of a madman searching for his soul
Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 2:12 AM UTC
The things that follow me pushes away my friends so I will always be alone in the end. Those eyes .... I tip my head to the sky my knees to the ground I pray to you but nothing ...not a sound. Only the sound of the laughs and scraps on the walls, the popping floors, the slamming doors, I pretend I'm just crazy that I just need meds it's to the point I can't have a elevated bed, it shakes , I think it's me dreaming I wake up screaming but through the years the memories i have surpressed come back to me it's been following me since I was old enough to speak I would tell them my friends in the walls don't like me , those **** dolls would walk around the house while I'm frozen cold as ice house I wish I had one friend that wouldn't be afraid to help me battle this demonic desiese but no I'm alone for him to do as he pleases the smile he gives those blue eyes makes me feel like a child ...if you think this just a story come hang out for a while ..
Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 1:36 AM UTC
My body feels empty , I can't feel, after it all my heart surprises me, sometimes....it begins to pound it ...pounds but what is it I feel , I can never begin to believe love is truley real. I view love as a weakness for as long as I don't love my shield is up right? Regardless my shield will have its cracks for the ones that made it exsistant I thought I hade it right .... guess I missed it.... the thumping that sometimes beats in my chest creates hate I see the words flash ....mistake... waste.... run.. heartbreak....fake...your love trial is done..
Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 1:06 AM UTC
Was it dark in there in the trench from wich you came
Was it hard to step outside and feel the rain
Did the empty shells trip you as you stumble to your feet
Thousands of bodies innocent bodies
Fill the street
Like a **** growing threw the concreate, you stand tall
For a nation that rises just to fall
The lies ......
The lies flood the street like the aftermath of a natural disaster
Im not a christian
I haveo master
You call this the land of the free
Where is the freedom
Where is the dream
Where are the answers
Open your eyes
Your enemies claim to be on your team
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 7:07 AM UTC
You killed me
You loved me
You betrayed me
You changed me
You stressed me
You laughed at my cries
You mocked me with humble words
You burned me with your cold kiss
If you where to ever try to do any of these things that just scratch the surface i would whip it out and say **** on this lol
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 6:51 AM UTC
Every time i hear the word soulmate i hear her name every time the wind whistles in my face it reminds me of the way her hair melted across my cheeks i clutch my eyes shut thinking im dreaming to open and see its a dream come true, her love makes me forget how it feels to want my life to be through forget how it feels to feel alone even now she is away i still feel her i still smell her i still crave her the way she makes me feel beats any drug i dont want anything but her love
Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 6:34 AM UTC