A cold, rainy evening
Walking through streets
In the middle of the night
Thinking that I am wrong
Tears in my eyes
When I was telling you
My bad mistakes
Realizing that I was guilty
I am sorry
Sorry for making you sad
For making you feel dissapointed
I am just a person, an imperfect person
It is the greatest time of the year
Wishing you are there with me
To enjoy this evening of this wonderful December
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 12:53 PM UTC
In a place with waving waters and breezing air
Where the moon turns full and the stars turns brighter
In a special occasion
Of the girl with blazing aura and beautiful smile
Making it the best day of her life
On her 18th fruitful years
On a night where all things are magical
We offer you the best wishes
That will come in your future
May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016 at 12:07 AM UTC
I am a happy child
Very happy that I laugh so hard
They didn't even tell a joke
I just laugh as hard as I can
I am very satisfied with my life
Very satisfy that I accept all choices they make
They didn't even know what I want
I am very satisfied
I am very in love with her
Very in love that I didn't even know if she loves me or not
She didn't even know how true I am
I am very in love
I am sick and emotionally impaired
Very sick and impaired that they didn't even know how I feel now
They didn't even know if i'm healthy physically and emotionally
I am sick and this is true
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 3:28 AM UTC
Why am I ugly?
Am I a beautiful creature?
Or a disastrous piece of trash?
I'm no handsome person
Do these things really have a factor?
The looks? wealth? or their past?
Because this things really stood out
I don't deserve to have a Snow White
No one seems to like me except my family and my God
I look like a bacteria attacking your body
Waiting for someone to sterilize me
And slowly die and she's now happy
We mingled together
Like in a span of 120 days
In which the erythrocytes die and be replaced again
In order for you to be healthy again, EMOTIONALLY HEALTHY
My life today is ****
Always be excreted
Meant to be excreted
Feelings to be excreted not to be recycled
My feelings are easily produced
When you see and feel that girl who is special
Your heart beats fast
And nervous like watching a horror movie
I received a thunderstruck
A scar to the heart
An emotion that couldn't be determined
A HEART BREAK
I am an ugly duckling
I look **** and ******
With a face that looks like rice fields and corn fields
No one cares
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 2:21 AM UTC
I am taking my deep breath
In a day with breezing air
Thinking about something happy
In the days that I was with you
I look up to you as a sky
I reach for you like thirst
Seeing you as a deep blue sky
That is making me smile
I must be feeling something else
Something that is good and new
Something that looks like you
Always making me laugh
Your comfort is so special
I feel so significant
But this is not the time
To say this to you
Let us stare in the sky
A sky full of stars
That glows above
And shines like a blink of an eye
I wish that you will stay
Stay by my side and comfort me
Watch the sky and the shooting stars
To say that I like the sky from above
You are my only sky
You are the sky that never rains
Because of your happiness
You are my beautiful sky
Mar 11, 2016
Mar 11, 2016 at 11:31 PM UTC
I saw you on the bus stop
Weeping your pretty long hair
And saw you holding another hand
The hand of your new love
Remember the days when I was courting you
You were smiling and said yes
That feeling that I almost fell
In a relationship that is false
I was wondering if you really love that person
Because I didn't even feel that feeling
The feeling of true love
Because you trashed me so much
Did you really love me?
Did you even bother sharing your everlasting love to me?
I sacrificed so much, do you even care?
I loved you so much, what a waste
Feb 23, 2016
Feb 23, 2016 at 4:30 AM UTC
My life is spinning
Revolving faster than it looks
With memories that's circling through my mind
Those bad days I've experienced
In every circles it makes, it's more complicated
When you broke my heart like ice melting down
You didn't even try to listen to my voice
When I was telling you that it is not true
I was asking God for assistance
Praying hard for us to be together again
Doing all for that miracle to happen
But it kept telling that we are not destined
Today, I end this dumbness
In believing of something impossible
Letting this world in circles
Where my life revolves everyday until I die
Jan 9, 2016
Jan 9, 2016 at 9:21 AM UTC
I don't have the words to tell what I feel
I don't even know what to do
To the longest depression that I've ever experienced
Thinking what draws the past to me
Present might be good as the past
But every single day pass, I think about the bad times
Saying it out loud that life was a bust
Because no one seems to care about it
Letting go of a person that doesn't need me
So that my feelings won't be hurt as worse as it gets
I let go to start the new beginning
Burying the past and continue the journey for the future to come
Life makes me stronger with a prayer
When God intervenes in every hour I breath
Knowing the sacrifices that he has done for us, I surrender
And the journey to the gates of heaven where God awaits
Jan 6, 2016
Jan 6, 2016 at 7:19 PM UTC
I can't really tell what I feel
To those words that were heard from you
It was like a thunder striking me at my back
A bullet struck in my heart
I cry because you don't understand
What I am feeling right now
You're hurtful thoughts is killing me
Slowly and slowly like a drowning piece of paper in the water
I will let go for you to be happy
I will let go so that even in your saddest moments
You wont be remembering me
I apologize for being so busy
And knowing all that I do is for you
I let go of you for you to start a new beginning
And hoping for the best that's in store for you
In the future
"I am sorry" the only thing that I could say
To cry, the only thing that I could do
The present and future, the things that I would think of
The past, the thing that I strive to forget
Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 11:42 AM UTC
Do I start with something sweet?
Do I start with something cheesy?
Do I start with something corny?
Do I start with a pick up line?
Can I do it?
Is my heart ready for a heartbreak?
I am ready for it.
For the longest time I glanced in your face.
For the times that I saw your smile
I know that I am ready
I am ready to confess
To my unsaid feelings I brought everyday
Yes, I like you
Yes, I need you to understand
On why I am doing this
Yes, hear me when I say I love you
This is my time
To sing to you
My rendition of my love song
Just for you
Apr 6, 2015
Apr 6, 2015 at 8:42 PM UTC